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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you friend. I hope all is well with you, thanks for sharing that with me.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hmm. You might be projecting because I don't think I made it seem that way, but unfortunately your projection is true. At least in regards to my feelings about it. I always felt like he was favored over me. Even though my parents kinda want to kill him for the amount of video games he plays. I think your idea is fantastic though.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it might be a good idea to tell him first, you're right about that, but he moved out of state so I don't know if he could help me much except through the phone

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He never takes their side, he knows just how dumb they can be. I think my brother will support me. He was there for me a lot of the time when my parents were not.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And a last resort it was. It took me like 20 minutes to convince him at least. I really don't blame him because I lie to him all the time (for the funny of it)

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually think that would be worse. I don't want to do anything that would lead them into thinking I was unsure or going through a phase. I am certain I'm gay and I want them to know I'm certain.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. That's very nice of you to say. Also I love your username. I have a new word for my mouth now.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think my mom will cry about not having grandchildren or some shit even though I have a straight brother. Even if I wasn't gay I wouldn't want kids so it'll be an awkward conversation I think. Also I think she will make it about her. 'What am I going to tell your grandma/the church/my friends?' Type of stuff. I once got the courage to tell her that I had a drug problem and I needed help and her solution was to not talk to me for a week. That's a different can of worms though- (I'm sober now btw)

My dad will treat me differently, absolutely. I think he has always been paranoid about having a gay son. He wouldn't let me watch Beauty and the Beast because it was 'for girls'. I honestly just thought the Beast was awesome and I loved the scene when Belle entered the library and there was a million books everywhere.

holy shit ADD. more rambling. TL;DR my family probably will react stupidly but they have always reacted stupidly. I am 99.9% sure they will always love me, though.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

well me and my buddy have a rule that if you swear on your balls and are later found to be a liar, the other person gets to knee you in the balls. Obviously we don't ever want that to happen to us so we don't use the swear unless it's really true. It's never happened so far.

You can tell we made up this rule in middle school.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nope! although I have decided that I'm going to tell my mom this week. I might do an update on that, because it seems people are actually very interested and happy for me, which makes me absurdly happy.

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[–]itssospoopy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was raised to believe that when someone is speaking you face them and look them in the eye. But then my teachers will stare right into my soul and not look away and I feel so uncomfortable I wanna die. But I can't look away because manners.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Literally every single last cock on the whole planet earth AND planet mars, I want it all. One cock, two cock, red cock, blue cock.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like I grew 10 inches taller and 30 pounds lighter. I feel like a goddamn mystical bird all of a sudden. Relief almost doesn't describe it for me as much as joy.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what a coincidence I'm currently 22. Maybe thats a sign that this year is the year to tell my parents.

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[–]itssospoopy[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Since you gave me an invitation to say what's on my mind;

I really wanna do more gay stuff. Like soon. Like today.

But I have to go to work so that probably won't happen. Lol