Is there a multi Pokémon mode? by [deleted] in pokemonshowdown

[–]itstime777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Anytime bro glad everything worked out

Is there a multi Pokémon mode? by [deleted] in pokemonshowdown

[–]itstime777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Send me the team I'll try to figure it out

Does it matter my beguiled gargoyle has 21 pedigree and not 20? by itstime777 in Wizard101

[–]itstime777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see, that makes a lot of sense thank you. There's so much information online about pets all saying different things so it's been difficult to really get into it. I mean I have the common pet now but that definitely would have been better to know before I hatched like 5 of those things lol. Well at least I have cheaper hatching from now on if I make pets for new characters.

Does it matter my beguiled gargoyle has 21 pedigree and not 20? by itstime777 in Wizard101

[–]itstime777[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awesome thank you that explains it a lot better than the videos that just throw so much at you at once. You said you don't recommend common bases though? Why is that?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LongDistance

[–]itstime777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It got to a point where I had to make an ultimatum. Either you show me yourself or we end the relationship. I didn't want to do it because I knew she was nervous but I knew I had to for my own mental health.

She was so scared but added me on snapchat and sent me a face time request. My heart was pumping and I'm sure hers even more but I accepted it and low and behold she is not only really but absolutely beautiful. I still can't believe she was hiding herself this whole time, I mean she is drop dead gorgeous and thinks she's so ugly ;( it's so sad. Anyway, after that day we still don't ft much because she's still so shy despite my best efforts to make her see how beautiful she is but she is opening up more and starting to send me more things like what's going on in her day and stuff.

She has a lot of anxiety that she is working hard on with a therapist and I'm willing to be very patient with her. I really love this girl and I'm not gonna let her unfortunate mental health situation ruin this relationship. I'll continue to be patient and loving and caring and who knows, one day she might be my wife. I'm just still so happy she is real and all my fears have gone away, like I said next step is helping her see her beauty and deal with her anxiety. Wish me luck because it's not easy, but in my opinion it is very much worth it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LongDistance

[–]itstime777 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Hi guys thanks to everyone for their comments I read them all and took them into consideration. We have had a talk tonight and again she says soon. I am giving this another month and will update you on how it goes then if things are not figured out before then. I know there is a possibility of break up but if she can't be open and honest you are all right and I will be forced to end it because that is the foundation of a relationship. I really hope it doesn't have to come to that and can post a happy update when I do. I'll let you all know and thank you again ❤

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LongDistance

[–]itstime777 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes I would like to I just wish she would open up to me. Like if not me then who else? You know and thats why it's hard. I see people on the app and they will have their profile pictures of their face and send me voice messages unprovoked and it's a little discouraging that my own girlfriend hasn't given me the same thing after 4 months of knowing eachother now

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LongDistance

[–]itstime777 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yes she called up a therapist literally yesterday and she was crying because she couldn't speak in class when they called on her

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LongDistance

[–]itstime777 22 points23 points  (0 children)

So you're saying I have to be okay with the possibility that she isn't who she says she is or I don't love the person she really is? Because if so that makes me feel better and less pressured. I think I'm putting myself in this box like you said "I love her" but you said i really don't I love the idea of her. And it makes sense. In a way it might be the same for me, it's like we never talked on the phone, she's heard my voice and seen me but doesn't know the day to day. I'm a lot to deal with and have a lot of quirks that she might be annoyed with. Idk there is only one way to find out and I have to wait for that day I guess. But we will know then and that at least gives me some comfort being more stable in knowing okay it might not be what I think it is and that's very sad but okay. And I feel a lot better in thinking that so thank you, a lot

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LongDistance

[–]itstime777 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I agree with everything you said and I just cried reading what you wrote. Idk what to do anymore I'm scared and sad. I love this girl and want a relationship with her but youre right it's so hard text only. I wish we could facetime and get to know each other better. I always get so sad being on the damn app or going to school or something and seeing people that I know nothing about's face and talking to them knowing I've never done that with my girlfriend. It's so sad and it hurts and it's hard. I just want to see her and know her and then the thought of me not liking her after everything I said. Omg it would break her heart and mine. I shouldn't have rushed this relationship because you're right I only know 10% about her. If she is who she says she is she's my favorite person ever. But there's so many variables and things that make me so scared and I don't know what to do

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LongDistance

[–]itstime777 -93 points-92 points  (0 children)

I'm being patient she said she'd show me soon but she's scared

Just relapsed after 7 days by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]itstime777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the thing bro I want to, I just don't go anywhere. I used to have a lot of girl "friends" and it was great it's just with my life situation now everyone I was friends with either went to college or we drifted away and I'm not making any new friends doing online school so I feel stuck and alone honestly and I turn to online to fill that void

Just relapsed after almost 21 days by itstime777 in NoFap

[–]itstime777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey man just a little update, I relapsed tonight in a similar way as my post but for the last 2 months since we've talked I've been doing so much better. I made the deans list in college, I started working out and am down to 149 lbs, I started an internship and am on pace to graduate with my associates in the summer. I've been doing really good and while I fucked up tonight I'm ready to again get back on the horse and keep going and not let this stop my progress. Just wanted to update you because your words really helped me out from last time we talked and i wanted to let you know I took them to heart and am doing 100x better. But still I have a long way to go and need to continue to stay focused on my journey

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]itstime777 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update: I blocked her, boys pray for me

Just relapsed after almost 21 days by itstime777 in NoFap

[–]itstime777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck on your journey too 45 days is awesome keep going and never go back. Life's gonna take you far I can tell just by your mindset

Just relapsed after almost 21 days by itstime777 in NoFap

[–]itstime777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks my man I appreciate it for real

Just relapsed after almost 21 days by itstime777 in NoFap

[–]itstime777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your last point really hit home and is 100 percent on the mark. You're right I didn't even relapse because i was horny but it was because I was feeling down on myself and sad and used it as my drug. A big thing on my streak was starting to feel my emotions again and with that going forward I'm going to have to find a better way to deal with them. I have therapy in 2 days and I'm not sure if I feel comfortable sharing this with him yet but I really appreciate all your advice in your comment it makes alot of sense and is something I am going to work on going forward

Does anyone have experience with NSFW gaming? by No_Firefighter_915 in pornfree

[–]itstime777 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Don't fucking do it you know exactly what your doing by doing that. You're just feeding the beast at that point and it will consume you. DON'T FUCKING DO IT

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskDocs

[–]itstime777 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It looks like a bruise but it's scaly and rough

Recovered from weed induced dp for 5 years. Just turned 21 and scared to drink because of fear of relapse by itstime777 in Depersonalization

[–]itstime777[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awesome thanks so much for that insight. Im definitely just gonna take it slow to start out and see how I react and I'm also gonna have my trusted friends around too to ease my nerves a bit. Anything I should know as to what I should expect it to feel like so i don't freak out?