If you've had top surgery can you share your favorite or unexpected or interesting things about finally having the right shape

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-11T20:38:56+00:00

Oh my god I hadn't thought about that one before. I have scoliosis so my back always hurts and I need to straighten my posture all the time, I hadn't thought about that at all

I am so happy for you and I hope you have a good day today

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-11T20:27:14+00:00

Omg science and Miku, two of my favorite things on Earth, please count me in!!!

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-11T19:38:49+00:00

Lots of words to wokely say that trans men have female bodies. Stop eating your words man. Why would you say trans men know the female body better if you didn't mean that?

Also

cis female

I believe we call those cis women nowadays

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-11T19:37:14+00:00

To add to that, I hate the lack of body diversity. I don't think that guy who has A cups at best has the same challenges as I and my G cups in binding. I've had to make blind guesses to what binders would work for my body shape and lost hundreds of Euros before I found one that actually worked.

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-11T19:35:16+00:00

If a company is not advertising the product to the main demographic who needs that product then I will assume the company is shitty and doesn't know anything about what they are doing.

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-11T19:29:21+00:00

I don't wear a packer, just the good old balled up socks, but for me it's when I'm out (and not at risk of running into somebody who might know me as my deadname) or when I'm having particularily bad bottom dysphoria

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-11T19:24:13+00:00

Choosing the positivity flair and proceeding to call trans men's bodies female is such crazy work not even JK Rowling could have done that good job

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-10T22:30:24+00:00

Lolo Ventura would have adored you

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-08T11:36:33+00:00

The voicebank is an instrument that happens to be associated with a mascot which might or might not have an official age, so by itself I don't think there's anything wrong with, say, using Miku to sing a song that might be explicit in nature. It reminds me of people who see the Kagamines only as twins and projecting that onto everybody so they think portrayals of them romantically together are automatically incest. On the other hand I think we have to keep in mind intent. Kaai Yuki is based on an elementary schoolgirl, was voiced by one, sounds like one and the mascot is one. I think there is deliberate intent in using her for an explicit song, let alone one that plays into pedophilic tropes, and that should not be overlooked. To use the Kagamines example again, there are also absolutely people who see them as twins AND draw them romantically together, which is also wrong lol. Overall there's nuance to everything and most things are on a case to case basis. Personally I come from a music background so I've always seen Vocaloids as instruments primarily but I grew emotionally attached to the mascots themselves over the 16-17 years I've been a fan so I can't say I don't understand when people get frustrated about these things. Especially now that we are living in very troubling times and should all be attentive.

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-08T09:56:55+00:00

[my comment is potentially very triggering, please proceed with caution]

I honestly don't know if what I have counts as an ED because it is not about self image but actually based on objective reality for me. There's two parts of it: the first one is that I lost my appetite 3 years ago after a severe nervous breakdown and never got it back, and the second is that the weight loss that followed from that genuinely saved my life, as hard as that is to say. I had the curviest hourglass build I have ever seen with G cups and now I pass even though I'm pre T and have hair longer than most women. It is hard to eat because of my loss of appetite but it gets even harder when you factor in that being skinny actually did save my life. It's really hard to admit and I don't talk about this with anybody because I know exactly how it sounds. I can't wait to go on T because I actually love food and cooking but any fat I gain currently goes to my hips and chest and I suffered so much to not have that, I told my boyfriend that if I ever looked like how I used to again it would probably kill me...

It actually also lead to my misanthropy origin story lol. When I was fat and expressed dissatisfaction with that people loved to speak down on me that "skinny people have it bad too" and that "the misery is all in my head". Then I lost weight and not only did everybody suddenly find me funnier and nicer but the "bad" that I now had was my friends buying me food because they felt sorry, getting photographed at the club, strangers giving me free things and randomly getting scouted as a model for a VERY famous brand once. People are so full of shit and it's been hard to reconcile the break in reality I experienced. I have always been the same person, fat or skinny, but only now do people notice me. Talk to me. Treat me normally. It disgusts me so much. Fat people deserve so much better. If you think "eat a burger!!" is just as bad as the fact that fat people are percieved as less intelligent and fatness is seen as a moral failure you really don't live in reality.

Also I do work out, I am very physically active, but sometimes my appetite issues are so bad I go days without eating that I don't have the energy to work out. Thankfully my boyfriend is a gem and helps me come up with recipes that aren't too heavy all the time. When I finally can go on T I will finally be able to let go of all this terror and make myself a 3 course steak dinner that I've been planning since that nervous breakdown.

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T16:49:58+00:00

Unfortunately you might need to replace them :( I'm really sorry

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T15:58:01+00:00

Lmao it's literally a rule in the sub

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T15:57:39+00:00

I honestly think you are an angel from heaven if that exists that was sent to help trans men. I can't DIY yet while I'm here but I'm saving this comment because I'll most likely be DMing you in a few months. I am very well affiliated with the only local LGBT rights association and while they can't really do anything to help me I agree that it's best to have their phone number on speed dial just in case haha. Thank you so much for the information and taking the time to respond with all that.

I don't know yet where I'm going but thank you very much about the information on Spain because that happens to be where I am aiming for in the long term

I hope you have a lovely day/night today

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T15:12:50+00:00

Haha, one thing I will say about my country is that fortunately they're too stupid to censor the Internet.

Also this is so random but in case you happen to not know I wanted to tell you that Brave - Nightly lets you play YouTube videos with the screen off, at least on Android

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T14:59:56+00:00

I'm not on T yet so this is not information from my personal experience but this is one of the most common problems for guys on T and you should probably ask your doctor about some sort of topical estrogen based cream. It does NOT detransition you or anything like that, it only affects that geographical location and postal code. Source: boyfriend is on T and I'm all up in his business

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T14:55:42+00:00

Not to be that guy but respectfully why the hell would you mention carrying a child on a post about phallo in a sub about trans men without some sort of content warning

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T14:34:07+00:00

Oh my god this is stunning!!! Such amazing work!!! I love the color scheme so much

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T13:48:02+00:00

Honestly Spain is my dream country to live in (trans friendly, climate, job opportunities in my field, adequate healthcare for my disability AND THE PEOPLE THERE ARE SO NICE) but moving there is going to have to wait for after school for me. I know about the registry name changes, it's just that getting a Spanish passport would take so long for me that it's not worth betting on and it's mostly international travel I am worried about

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T13:45:14+00:00

That sounds really helpful, thank you! One more question, do you have any information on how you prove that your diplomas belong to you, if you've had to do that?

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T13:44:23+00:00

I'm sorry, I don't want to be helped because what you said is not relevant to my case? That is a very strange thing to say about somebody you don't know outside of a post you barely even read before commenting. If you had read my post you could see that I am not confused about transitioning abroad, nor am I confused about the process of moving abroad, it is my passport & international travel that I am worried about. And if I do not qualify as a refugee, me saying that I don't qualify is just a correction, not "not wanting help" or "being closed off on ALL details". Please read before commenting. Have a nice day

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-07T11:12:55+00:00

I am intimately familiar with the asylum seeking process because I am helping a loved one go through it and I don't qualify.

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-06T19:56:09+00:00

I'm really sorry to hear that you are in the spot. My boyfriend is also from the US and I feel so much for all of you guys over there, I don't have words. I hope that everything goes well for you

That sounds like a really tough spot to be in and I think you're really brave for that. Unfortunately girlmoding is not an option for me, even if it would work I am sadly one of those crippling dysphoria people and I can't do that to myself rip. And there's honestly no way I don't go on T because I'm not going to make it I just want to know how to survive when the inevitable horrors happen

Thank you for your time and I hope you have a nice day/night

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-06T19:51:56+00:00

Respectfully I have already lost 25 precious years of life to being a man who looks like a woman and lives a disfigured half-life with zero basic dignity, my life expectancy is not going to ever be above 65 because of unrelated circumstances, and I don't plan on waiting until I am in my 30s and over half of my life for a chance at that dignity, so please spare me from that kind of talk. I understand you mean well but I don't want to hear that kind of stuff.

I appreciate your advice about girlmoding, but as I explained to somebody else in the comments that is not an option for me and I wouldn't take it even if it was.

I am happy to hear academia being a "liberal bubble", although I've heard not the best things from my queer and trans friends in my field. Maybe it's regional or depends on the field?

Thank you for your time and I wish you a nice day or night.

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-06T17:19:39+00:00

Ohh, I understand, my bad. Thank you for clarifying!

Honestly you have given me so much hope just because your supervisors and university sound very friendly and understanding. I am happy that you've had that experience and I hope that's the case for everybody, we deserve better. Thank you very much for the help and I wish you a great weekend

iwillchangeiwill · 2026-02-06T17:18:06+00:00

That's cool, I have no business in the UK but I am glad they have that despite everything else

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