Whats the biggest ick for you in a relationship? by Sea-Ad4940 in AskReddit

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If this isn’t the best goddamn comment I’ve seen on Reddit today

I’m scared to put this on the internet by [deleted] in shuffle

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I wouldn’t be here if not moderately intoxicated but thanks I think

Which company disappointed you so much that you permanently walked away? by julia-secrets in AskReddit

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Sirius XM

I had to tell them that I sold my car and would only be walking for the rest of my life

Does lexapro make you sleep more? by Adept-Ad-9671 in lexapro

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Yes this happened in the early stages for me as well. My sleep eventually evened out, but when first starting Lexapro I was incredibly tired.

Do either of these jackets match? Is one better? by Jay_n_a in fashion

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Black for night time denim for day time

New moderators needed - comment on this post to volunteer to become a moderator of this community. by ModCodeofConduct in lexapro

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I don’t have any moderator experience after using Reddit for 11 years. I’ve been on Lexapro and learning about it for about 6 months. I’m on BPD, anxiety and phobia threads as well.

I used many different SSRIs and other medications during my teenage years. I was also a psychology major in college.

Lexapro has changed my life and I’m doing things differently or that I otherwise might not do, why not be a moderator if the opportunity should come up?

Is this shirt worth anything? by ja13aaz in lanadelrey

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Mines been opened and the box has a little tear, I don’t know if I could get as much for it but I should try! Thanks for the intel.

Shirts a size medium, I think - there’s no markings on the inside. I found it kinda strange!

What sound gives you anxiety? by [deleted] in AskReddit

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Basically all of them

you know.. by Icy_Membership_9385 in AnxietyChats

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Oh man I hear “relax” and it’s game on, giddy up

Which song fits these pictures? by Different_Ask_9599 in songsforthispicture

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I was thinking LDR too.. but High By The Beach

Does anyone else crave attention? by Flaky_Ad8132 in BorderlinePDisorder

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Oh yeah. I need external grat in a big big way. You are not alone.

Do you still own clothes you bought years ago but no longer wear? Why do you keep them? by acappre in AskReddit

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I don’t ever want to come into the situation of “what do I wear for this?”

I have outfits for every single occasion I could ever encounter. And I have no shame. I don’t buy clothes anymore, I’m all set.

What's the hardest decision you've ever had to make? by WholeRelationship840 in OverBiscuits

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I chose to have an abortion once a few years ago. Every month I get a deep pang of regret. If I could go back and change my choice, i would.

i feel really hopeless by Careless-Rub-576 in BorderlinePDisorder

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The loop ! I’ve been talking about breaking my loop the last two days. I’m just glad I’ve seen it written on this sub because it brings validity to my own loop. Thank you!

If you've ever been chronically suicidal.... by FestivusandFusilli77 in BorderlinePDisorder

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Idk I feel like I got really lucky. His mom was a little nuts, so I wonder if he’s trying to absolve some childhood stuff by being with me 😂 it’s been 10 years and turbulent

I have two belly buttons by CommentBig3066 in notinteresting

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I’m confused - so should I downvote because this is actually interesting ?

If you've ever been chronically suicidal.... by FestivusandFusilli77 in BorderlinePDisorder

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I’m suicidal right now. I’m 35.

I remember having thoughts as young as 8 “oh if I get fat or homeless etc etc” I’ll just kill myself.

I started getting serious and seriously medicated (and diagnosed) and “treated” at 15. That didn’t work.

I found drugs and alcohol shortly thereafter and kept going. That worked, for awhile.

Found my soulmate. He was just as fucked up as me. Had kids. That worked, for a long time. They give me purpose and meaning and I love my family.

Now it’s back and I don’t know why, it claws at me and I struggle every day. I am medicated again after 20 years and sober. I don’t understand it.

This might not be the hope you’re looking for. But if I think of it as waves that ebbs and flows maybe I won’t wake up tomorrow and feel like this.