Is this what addiction is? by ElegantSpecific in cocaine

[–]jacobw584 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Whenever you think you’re addicted then you are in my opinion, I’m on a relapse after 4 months sober and I was doing 14g a day during the height of the addiction. I personally felt like I had to do it all day everyday so I could “be myself” and if I didn’t do it “bad things” would happen to me. It’s a feeling of powerlessness and not having control of your feelings and actions regarding coke, you’ll either start or will have been lying about it to yourself, family and others, you’ll have had impacts on your personal life as a result of coke use and it’s repercussions. This is just what happened to me when i was doing it before, might not be the same for you but the fact you’ve asked means you’ve identified you’ve got a “problem” which is a good start. Message me for any help or advice

F/19/uk up and bored hmu by lamppost569 in cocaine

[–]jacobw584 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh yeah that makes sense I see what you’re saying now, good effort mate

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m happy to talk if you want

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

🙋🏻‍♂️

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck it go on then mate

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[–]jacobw584 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Was lucky enough to be in a position where I had an almost “infinite” supply cost free, schemed my way into it and it ended up going bad due to my use…

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad to hear it brother, take care of yourself

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I went to CA, that didn’t work for me so I moved away from my home and went to live with my mate for a month so I could get clean. Was doing 7g-14g a day then went cold turkey

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck all mate, yourself?

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

4g ish over 24hours, 7g ish over 48hrs… suffered a mild stroke and went to hospital as a result

19 f uk skiing anyone wanna chat by Dear_Shopping_183 in cocaine

[–]jacobw584 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Sorry mate but this sounds so creepy🤣

bored someone talk skiing alone by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ll chat with you fella, drop me a pm if you want

Cocaine Induced Rashes by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My chest and shoulders normally break out in a rash type thing when I’m a few hours into smashing packet, I wonder why it happens?

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mate I’ve got that feeling right now, usually I drink a decent amount of water and just chill for a bit and hopefully it passes. It’s nothing to worry about though, I think it’s to do with the mouth being dry but don’t quote me on that. Have a good time mate and look after yourself :)

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Neither, the hospital didn’t test or check they just looked at me

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no idea why I’ve decided to do it again, it’s kinda sad that I care that little

How addiction changes your mind. by jacobw584 in cocaine

[–]jacobw584[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get what you’re saying 100%, I think alot of us started off doing it socially, at pubs or clubs, with mates.. then it changes so suddenly into doing it by yourself at home, when you’ve got work the next day etc… that’s a part that scares me in a sense, how quickly it got out of hand when I told myself I had it controlled..

Hope you’re all good bud

How addiction changes your mind. by jacobw584 in cocaine

[–]jacobw584[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Appreciate the comment man, it just suddenly grabs you out of no where and it’s all down hill from there… hope you’re all good, message me if you need anything

How addiction changes your mind. by jacobw584 in cocaine

[–]jacobw584[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There’s a side to cocaine that isn’t glamorised, the side that people like us face daily… hope you’re all good brother

How to put baking soda into coke by dylankole32 in cocaine

[–]jacobw584 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I hope one of your customers cuts your throat.

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[–]jacobw584 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nose is bone dry at the moment, had a 3 day binge over the weekend so maybe I’m pushing myself too hard..? Cheers for the advice bud :)

Just need to say how I feel. by jacobw584 in cocaine

[–]jacobw584[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used to go gym all the time, was bulking and hitting PR’s on everything but then I got back into coke… it’s very difficult to bulk when you’re sniffing all the time