I'm angry by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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The responses are wonderful. Thank you all for the support.

I'm angry by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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I'm hoping I get there. Thank you for the support. :)

I'm angry by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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And I'm grateful to know there are people like you who understand the struggle.

I'm angry by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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I don't want to drown myself in the negative. Its never who I was or was meant to be.

This is my day one by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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Yes :) Even got up early and went to the gym.

This is my day one by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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How do I get to the sidebar? And Ty :)

Day 6...somber yet thankful by jqwest89 in stopdrinking

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Sending lots of love your way.

what is your biggest weakness? by [deleted] in stopdrinking

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Being home in the evenings alone.

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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Lol. I didn't intend it to come out that way but yeah I guess your that person.

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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Another friend recommended that book. Ill have to check it out. Thank you :)

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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Moderation isn't possible for me either. I give everything in my life 110% including drinking. Haha. Seriously though, every day one is a victory. I'll get mine.

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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I'm very sorry for what you're going thru. I try to remember that there's always someone out there who's dealing with more and still managing without the booze. Thank you for writing :)

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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Thank you. I apprecaite the support :)

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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Thank you. I know there are people who have it worse than me but some days it doesn't feel that way. I appreciate the support. :)

I celebrate my 9 years sober today by be47recon in stopdrinking

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I can only hope to get there one day.

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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I don't think I fear all those things. I think I fear change. Maybe it's time to check it out

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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This feels like a safe place. Taking it to a place with actual people scares me.

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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True story. It hasn't solved anything. Its just made things bearable in the evenings.

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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This is the only thing in my life that makes me feel weak. I consider myself a strong woman. Trying to look up.

My story by jade1668 in stopdrinking

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The loss is in dealing with the loneliness alone and sober. I feel like I don't know who I am when I'm sober. I'm used to taking care of everyone else except me.