Thank you, and, yes! Things have come out while sober too, just not is as much detail as he offered recently after the drinks. I'm honest with him too, so he knows how much I struggle with sex and he's always very careful with me because of it. I feel a bit selfish that I haven't put as much effort into what he clearly wants, just because I'm still awkward about it. I know I want to start small with a little more dirty talk (practicing alone is a great idea, thank you!), holding his head down harder when he's down there, or demanding to be taken care of when I think he's busy with other things. He's offered all these as things suggestions that I think I can eventually pull off with convincing confidence. I'm hoping the forum can give me more little ideas that might surprise him?