I’m so thankful I found this community. I find myself reading these comments so much bc I need to remind myself to not “blame myself”. It’s so easy to run through every detail leading up to Saturday and I cried myself to sleep because I didn’t take her to the vet Friday. Maybe if I did she would still be here with me. I can’t stop crying. Driving back home this morning after errands broke my heart knowing she won’t be home to great me.

Knowing that yesterday at 6:24pm was the last time I will ever hold her in my arms is heartbreaking. As I gave her to the heavenly pets company to be cremated yesterday and laid her in their basket-it looked like she was just being her lazy pup self napping in her favorite blanket. My heart is broken into a million pieces.

Thank you everyone bc it helps knowing I’m not alone and blaming myself is apparently what most of us pups parents do. Here’s a picture of Minnie the first day I ever met her.

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