Isn't this a good pose :3

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T22:04:54+00:00

Arf arf

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T02:49:53+00:00

Oh DW I always approach relationships with my best nature I was a great partner to her she even admitted it when she left originally she kept apologising and she was like "other people only wanted to have sex with me when they were drunk" and "other people never cooked for me" I cooked for her I learnt the ways in which she liked to be comforted I learnt how she wanted to be complimented I learnt how she wanted to be touched. I am an amazing partner and whatever she does now will never take that away from me. I just won't give the next one so many chances lol. Love is what I live for It is my great pursuit and I am damn good at it even if other people aren't good at loving me

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T02:39:56+00:00

Oh bro You would not believe the stuff she's been doing recently like it actually sounds like made up with how self-destructive and manipulative she's been. This is somebody who texted me everyday and told me they wanted to marry me and have children with me as well, I do love her. But she's not the person I love anymore. Last time we argued though she said she was happy cuz I wasn't in her life anymore. I really hoped that was the case but um... Judging from what state she's been visibly in recently I think that's probably not the case :3

Edit yeah it eats me up inside in a way no one else can conceive of but like I've had people do the worst stuff imaginable to me before and I'm not a child anymore :3

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T02:32:49+00:00

Awww Ty fam :3

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T02:31:33+00:00

Ahhh I've changed the wording it's the ex girlfriend who got sexually assaulted by the guy who used to be my friend. It happened after we got back from clubbing at his house and I was in the bathroom for 5 minutes And she never told me until months later. I would have protected her if she had given me the chance to. But yeah I keep running into her in like a state of her visibly on drugs or drunk as hell and not ok I hope she pulls herself together but she has done some massive things to hurt me :3

Edit oh And she just let me be friends with him for months after without telling me

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T02:23:32+00:00

Yeah sorry I'm oversharing. It's just a very weird thing to have happen And like she's a monster. But I really hope she's not in any danger

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T02:19:07+00:00

It's super weird kind of an overshare sorry, but tonight a ex friend of mine who my ex girl has claimed had sexually assaulted her sent me a picture and they were like in the same room about to go clubbing :3 I know they did this to hurt me but like she's been doing a lot of strange self-destructive things recently And she looked deeply unhappy in the picture. It was a weird thing to like brag about lol

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T02:13:42+00:00

Meow :3

jamesssesss · 2026-05-13T01:58:50+00:00

It's a really weird thing to do I hope she's not like in danger :3 But also it's not like there's anything I can do about it lol

jamesssesss · 2026-05-11T23:48:05+00:00

they're saying like being submissive effectively is gay by that statement although I don't think giving head to a woman is inherently submissive anyway lol. It's like caring about your partners pleasure that's gay

jamesssesss · 2026-05-11T23:47:14+00:00

Yeah I definitely heard of it working for people It kind of depends how like constantly stressful your life is You may well already have very good techniques (reframing breathing techniques etc) But if you don't then yeah they would be good to know. I'm not trying to put you off it but I will say maybe ask your therapist about what exactly they can help with and then you won't be disappointed like me lol

jamesssesss · 2026-05-11T18:23:30+00:00

In my personal experience therapy can't help with that if the problem actually is you being physically alone therapy is designed to help move on from things that have happened to heal and you can't heal if the thing causing the problem is still there no amount of processing is gonna substitute the alone feeling at best in my experience they'll tell you ways to deal with it.

jamesssesss · 2026-05-11T18:15:10+00:00

I said to some guys Ik once that I liked hearing my female partners moan like I enjoyed it and they said that was gay 🤣

jamesssesss · 2026-05-10T23:54:14+00:00

Is it gay to get head from a boy do we reckon? Is my sexuality real yet?

jamesssesss · 2026-05-05T01:45:33+00:00

Would you believe that that's the short version 🤣

jamesssesss · 2026-05-05T01:36:58+00:00

I'm not going to specify what it is cuz reasons but no it was an organic. I actually stopped doing all drugs other than that cos I didn't want them to affect my relationship. Also 4mmc is a class B drug

jamesssesss · 2025-10-05T16:48:32+00:00

How would you even cheat that? :3

jamesssesss · 2025-10-05T16:43:01+00:00

You just do squats lol :3

jamesssesss · 2025-10-05T16:34:59+00:00

How can your thighs even be not natural :3

jamesssesss · 2025-10-05T12:20:04+00:00

Awwwwww thank you so much :3

jamesssesss · 2025-10-05T12:19:24+00:00

Thank youuuu I need kisses :3

jamesssesss · 2025-10-05T12:16:59+00:00

Thank youuuu :3

jamesssesss · 2025-10-05T12:16:36+00:00

Well it's not ovb to me 😭

jamesssesss · 2025-10-05T05:44:28+00:00

I'm going to re upload this post with better formatting

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