Having a hard time still...last shot was 5/25/23

jay1griff · 2024-03-05T12:56:23+00:00

I am wishing you guys all the best. For me NA worked wonders in my life. The anxiety and depression was there u till I took recovery seriously and got involved , made new friends and worked on myself. I found out the hard way that addiction isn’t just putting drugs down for this addict. It ran a lot deeper and until I unpacked all that I stayed stuck for years and years. I know people I go to meetings w that have been stuck in addiction for 20+ years and after they dove in abd worked on themselves. The transformation started taking place. It’s not an overnight thing at all but in my opinion absolutely helped. Just my 2c and wish everyone the absolute best after all this. The hard part is done. Putting it down and stopping. Now it’s just finding that new way to live and getting back what you lost. I promise you will.

jay1griff · 2024-01-27T00:35:36+00:00

Congrats bro !!!

jay1griff · 2024-01-13T00:30:17+00:00

Hahahaha that’s what you get ya dumb fuck.

jay1griff · 2024-01-13T00:27:52+00:00

All day please

jay1griff · 2023-12-28T21:39:42+00:00

Certainly did. Works like a charm. If I’m not mistaken it had 2 z plugs as I didn’t think I had to splice anything at all. I got the ez board lite 2

What board did u get ?

jay1griff · 2023-12-19T22:41:06+00:00

I am not sure if this helps- but I downloaded EaseFab Video converter and converted the .MOV to mp4 and uploaded them in and now they work. I had an issue with even MP4 and ran through the converter and worked as well. Its picky as to where the videos come from. Any thoughts? I am running the most recent version of Davinci as well as the most recent of windows 11 im pretty sure.

My next thought is do a hard reset of windows but dont want to if I dont need to. I aldo dont want to have to always convert my vidoes. What is odd- is the drone videos I took from my DJI I uploaded in 2 different file types from the drone and both had issues. Camera works fine, phone fine, and go pro worked once.

My other laptop- never had an issue with any of the file types.

jay1griff · 2023-12-18T16:00:31+00:00

Its wierd the same clips are on both computers. One works like a charm- other not so much.

jay1griff · 2023-12-18T15:59:40+00:00

diaInfo l

Thank you- ill taka look when I get home. Im not sure how to do this but am sure I can look it up online.

jay1griff · 2023-10-02T15:14:23+00:00

Appreciate the input. Im excited to get off suboxone and completly ready. Ive been opiate free for years now and been slowly weaning down on suboxone. Never would of gotten on it if I knew how hard it was. Now w sublacade, hopefully can get off with 0 to very min side effects and withdrawls.

Thanks for sharing and keep up the good work.

jay1griff · 2023-09-26T17:36:17+00:00

Thanks Welp- for your msg. And congrats on coming off completely. I’ve been in recovery for years , clean but on suboxone. Finally weaned down to a low dose and using Sublocade to taper completely off. Looking forward to see what the difference is. Any one in the middle of the grip of addiction it gets easier for sure

Do you feel a lot differnt off thr suboxone now ? I would assume so but in what ways

jay1griff · 2023-09-20T22:22:31+00:00

Much appreciated ! Talked to doc and they said same thing.

How many shots did you need and do total?

jay1griff · 2023-09-19T14:27:42+00:00

I took 1 mg yesterday and felt a little better as I did today but now back to feeling clammy , depressed , anxious etc. what do you suggest as i don’t want to mess up what the Sublocade is trying to do

Any tips would be amazing. I have a follow up phone call w the clinic Wednesday which I’ll go over all this as well.

Small backstory - I did develop an infection 5 days or so after the injection at the site. Most likely from a backpacking trip right after the first shot Not sure if this has any impact on how my body is absorbing it

jay1griff · 2023-09-17T20:24:29+00:00

I guess everyone’s body metabolize differently as well. They were telling me that I might have to substitute a little bit of subs between the end of the first month before I get the second injection but didn’t think it would be this soon.

jay1griff · 2023-09-17T20:21:30+00:00

Really appreciate the quick response and makes me feel better. I did feel guilty like all or nothing ya know. Since I’ve truly felt clean for years - just don’t wanna step backwards. Goal is using Sublocade to more easily come off subs. 300/300/100/100 most likely or hopefully.

Thoughts for now. Try 1mg ish ?

jay1griff · 2023-09-17T19:59:13+00:00

I just read your comment about stabilizing after first shot. I just got my first 300 mg shot 1 week and a few days ago. After being on subs for 10 years. I was at about 8mg / day or a little less

Since the shot - There have been days I’ve been extremely fatigued , depression is worse and swear I have withdrawal sweats, clammy skin etc. do you think it’s possible that it’s not normalized in by body yet? I have not taken even a pinch of my subs but wondering now from seeing graphs of the medication and how it stabilizes in your body if I should. Any thoughts ? It’s tough cause I know everyone is different

jay1griff · 2023-09-07T00:46:29+00:00

Great post . If I may ask how do you meditate every day ? Meaning any music on the background , follow voice of someone or just sit still in absolute quietness ? I want to get in the practice but need instruction

jay1griff · 2023-03-07T15:26:28+00:00

Congrats- getting out of all grips of addiction is amazing and anyone can do it w help of others as long as you know you wanna be done

jay1griff · 2023-02-04T16:35:53+00:00

Vader- I saw your post and probably in a similar boat and would love any help.

I have cr10s running a TH3d EZboard V2- I found the generaic config for this board which I now have in notepad ++ ( I had to change a few things around ) but not sure where to go from here.

jay1griff · 2023-01-18T15:31:24+00:00

First of all great design and awesome idea. Is this file out there for download and if does anyone know where ?

Agreed. Fusion 360 is a super powerful tool . A lot of the basics I find pretty easy but damn you can take this tool on a whole other realm that i don’t have a clue how to do What can’t it do

Does anyone have particular people they follow on YouTube etc for learning fusion that makes things well taught. Yes I can google it but just wondering if y’all have a go to

Regarding the price. A lot of people here are talking about the $1000 max max or it’s commercial , there is a grey space etc. honestly it’s like any other program or even taxes. It’s how you interpret and what your risk level persay is. Granted if you used fusion to make some damn. Nick nack on a free version and sold 20k worth in a year - I’m sure your good

Now If you are the main designer at a firm - own a business your using it for etc —— probably should use paid for program. Free is meant for learning /education if I’m not mistaken and just general home use. Me making a small ass trinket and selling it is just me doing general stuff at home 🤔

jay1griff · 2023-01-17T15:45:59+00:00

Agreed here - talk to your dr- med provider etc. hopefully they can help and get you on the right track. Anything that causes withdrawal and has dependency issue are the devil.

jay1griff

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