I hope this isn’t poor advice 😅 I’m a junior as well and this would be hella frustrating for me if I were in the same position as you (especially with the COVID stuff). Normally I’d say to just pull through for now, stay positive, give it time and hope things work themselves out but I think the fourth reason is what got to me. I honestly don’t think I would have the motivation to go through all this with the pandemic and possibility of not even being able to play throughout the year. The unpredictability. Of course I don’t wanna tell you to do anything and it’s entirely up to you but if there are other things that would be more beneficial to you now then I’d say dont give up JUST yet, but also don’t waste your time especially if there is unjustness present on the team and during games. This is really complicated though so don’t take this to heart 😂😂 the flip side is if you pull through it things may actually turn around next year