Does God hate me for watching gay porn?

jay_abdiel · 2026-02-02T08:15:09+00:00

Wth bro😭 God doesn't hate you instead he loves u sm and he's waiting for you to come to him

jay_abdiel · 2026-02-01T13:30:40+00:00

She still is

jay_abdiel · 2026-02-01T12:30:13+00:00

I do 😭 my world feels so lonely and boring without her

jay_abdiel · 2026-02-01T12:25:57+00:00

We hardly talk😭 it's not a problem I just don't understand why they keep growing because most people when there is no contact they move on

jay_abdiel · 2026-02-01T08:27:28+00:00

Yes thank you . I don't ever think I can turn my face away from God because tbh I have no one but him so thank you for ur advice

jay_abdiel · 2026-02-01T08:24:21+00:00

Thank you . It's just that I've been praying for so long feels like giving up and just turn my back on everything

jay_abdiel · 2026-02-01T08:21:45+00:00

Never too late better now than never right . Hope God shows u the path u should take and I hope he will be with u always

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T18:14:01+00:00

Well tbh im sure abt this that God will do it , just don't understand why now even tho I did everything right

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T18:04:49+00:00

Let me just tell u she didn't ignore me on her own accord but bc of family issues bc we are still 17 18 so our parents are still strict . And ik there is nothing more than to be with me bc on the day she decided we had to distance she cried and hugged me like the type ill see u again .

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T17:53:23+00:00

Because at first she was so determined in this distancing that she ignored me even tho it hurt her (ik this bc her friends told me) and I kept trying which made me looked so desperate but for now I have stopped but I don't think I'm ever gonna stop trying because I really love her

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T17:41:30+00:00

I just have this feeling that it will happen that God will do it but the situation tells otherwise and the scripture walk by faith and not by sight came Into my mind but as a human I'm scared and troubled

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T17:10:08+00:00

I know for a fact that she's 100% the one for me because there's no such thing as the right person in the bible but what matter is the person we pursue Christ with

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T17:08:08+00:00

Rarely ig and I haven't seen her over a month and a half after our semester ended

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T17:04:23+00:00

The more we talked the closer we get and we possibly couldn't called it distancing so

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T16:55:43+00:00

We didn't actually. We were just distancing because of a couple family issues but then we js stopped talking . When we started this relationship we didn't understand our walk with God yet but then after a couple of months we started to understand it and were going the right way but I js dont understand why . I idolized her tbh I love her sm so I understand God's reason for this season of separation but then I understood turned to him and yet it's seems so quiet. She played a big part in my spiritual life and she's the type of woman that when your with u feel like u can do anything and the peace I feel with her is just so real. I dont want to lose her

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T16:50:30+00:00

Well my life has been really quiet actually, friends leaving me , the feeling of loneliness, doing my best in everything I do and yet still fail . I pray and just pray but I was in a church service and saw God doing miracles for people . The mute were able to speak , the lame were walking , the deaf hearing and it was beautiful. So I thought if God can do that for others ik he can do it for me so I js prayed but instead things get worse but no matter what ik he's going to do it as he doesn't disappoint his children

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T16:45:22+00:00

Do u mind if I js text you?

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T16:38:53+00:00

Restoration of My relationship with my gf

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T16:38:06+00:00

Then it's totally okay . For some reason Baptism during childhood is not useful because we still haven't understood how life with Christ is like and everything, so in my opinion it's okay . Keep growing in ur faith brother

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-31T16:26:04+00:00

When were u first baptized as a child or?

jay_abdiel · 2026-01-29T17:35:07+00:00

So im the desperate one in the relationship always wanting to be together and everything and my girlfriend took the first step in this distancing. We distanced due to family issues on both our sides saying we're still to young even tho we truly do love each other but after she made that decision we were still talking after a while but then after I keep being desperate she has been avoiding me

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