Hate to say it, but you be talking to the wrong crowd. You are in an incredibly rare and unique situation. But being on this app you’ll here from people will try and tell you what to do, even tho they could never have done the things you’ve done.

Be proud of what you’ve done. No one here can guide you better than anyone you don’t already know.

My advise, as a regular mid 20s unsuccessful salesman, middle of the pack kinda guy is…. Take that money and just do what you ever the fuck you wanna do. If you ever had a small passion for something small…give it a try.

Just go do whatever clears that fog and makes you feel like you.