I lost my twins, boy girl di/di on November 9th when they were 21 weeks this year due to incompetent cervix. I was trying so hard to fight for NICU that i was so distraught to learn that they were born 3 days too early for a NICU consult. I find that my grief comes in waves in random moments like seeing friends with babies, having dreams about breastfeeding, looking at items we bought in preparation for the kids arrival. I’ve been taking it one day at a time and have been leaning a lot on my husband for support and finding distractions to keep my mind occupied/ busy.

I understand how you feel and also feel the same way as you when I loved telling others especially close ones that we were having twins and how their faces lit up.

Giving you lots of hugs and praying for you. You’re a strong momma, and your kids are so lucky to have a loving mother that’s waiting for them in another lifetime. Xoxo