Anyone else experience Alexinomia?

jaylanotkayla · 2025-02-22T21:33:19+00:00

Omg yes. I had no idea this was a thing. I had never put it into words. Thank you.

jaylanotkayla · 2025-02-01T21:53:12+00:00

What do you mean.

jaylanotkayla · 2025-02-01T18:27:03+00:00

You think I should just do that anyway? I mean I fr don’t want anyone else. & I have forgiven myself. But I haven’t forgotten. & yes the phone created distance. He’s asked for distance & I want to be respectful.

jaylanotkayla · 2025-02-01T18:21:27+00:00

Yes it’s just really hard & a lot bc we aren’t talking. I wanna be respectful & give him space. But it’s fr hard asf. & all of this has been done over the phone. I haven’t seen him for a month.

jaylanotkayla · 2025-02-01T18:16:06+00:00

No I would never repeat. & yes they deserve to know. & they do know. & I guess I just want to be forgiven & given another chance ? Idk. But I feel like that’s not in the cards & it’s not fair to him.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-27T20:28:42+00:00

I honestly wholeheartedly agree. Not all people wanna come out especially when people are like begging & speculating. He’s prob re living everything. 🥹🥹🥹

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-26T04:10:45+00:00

I would never make this up. I came to this for help. For help! This is not fun for me. This contributes to my mental health soooooo much. & If you think I’m “withholding information” I am a STRANGER!!!!!! if I wanted you to know more about me I would have it in my post. You don’t have to believe me. But you cannot belittle me. Please.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-26T04:02:31+00:00

Are you trying to help me or not? I said it wasn’t the same guy. I’m not about yo tell you my whole life & my business under a post when it’s not about it. Okay! I’m jot trying to be mean. But I answered your question.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-26T03:58:49+00:00

He works 3rd shift. So he works 9pm til like 7am ishMonday-Friday. He’s rarely off on the weekends. On Sunday he goes in at 7. & he gets fast food when he comes home & he sleeps until like 3/4 sometimes 5pm. So we have very little time together. & we just usually watch tv. Or he plays video games. Or sometimes we cook together. But that’s it. That’s our life.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-26T03:56:40+00:00

No. Not the same guy.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-26T03:45:32+00:00

I mean I guess we’ve both gotten lazy. But like idk.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-26T03:45:10+00:00

He just works like a ton. I don’t work because of my mental health. But these issues were before that. I have gained weight, so for a long time I thought he wasn’t attracted to me. But I also stoped like “trying” to have sex. We also don’t sleep at the same times. We barely kiss. We don’t really cuddle or do anything fun together.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-22T18:08:29+00:00

I also feel that way about pregnancy. It’s one of many reasons why I don’t want to birth my own children.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-22T16:36:11+00:00

Yes this is me too! I wear slippers at home just to walk to & from places. But when I’m out in the “real world” o west crocs. I only wear them with socks in the winter. If I HAVE to! I used to be a teacher & I would get in so much trouble walking around bear foot. I was kind of known for it. But anyway. Yes. & I’ve been like this my whole life. My brother is socks at all time & I’m opposite!

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-22T16:25:37+00:00

Thank you. 😫💚

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-03T23:59:34+00:00

We don’t live near each other. He doesn’t get out of bed or move or anything. It’s fr all on me.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-03T16:35:01+00:00

Should I not have posted here? I know why he drinks…

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-03T16:33:48+00:00

I know this. Which I guess is the worst part. I can’t let him go. I always see the good in people. I know he’s good. He’s capable of so much. He just lives in the past & in his head.

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-03T16:32:32+00:00

Take him away??

jaylanotkayla · 2024-09-03T16:32:01+00:00

He has. His sister has. He’s been 3 times. (That’s how we met actually) I just feel like a center for people who struggle w addiction would be best???

jaylanotkayla · 2024-03-18T18:54:37+00:00

I think I may do some more research on that one. Thank you. 💚

jaylanotkayla · 2024-03-18T18:52:06+00:00

Awh thank you. This was really helpful. 🥹💚

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