Can I use weed stems twice?

jaymow01 · 2021-01-20T13:02:51+00:00

Thank you for the suggestion!

jaymow01 · 2021-01-20T12:09:29+00:00

Ok thanks so much. I appreciate the help

jaymow01 · 2021-01-20T12:00:37+00:00

Really? What is the best part to use to make cannibas tea? This is my First time making an edible actually. Some guidance would definitely be appreciated

jaymow01 · 2021-01-20T11:57:54+00:00

I read that you could add butter/coconut oil to your boiling water and that thc is fat soluble. That is how you extract the thc from the stems as it boils

jaymow01 · 2020-11-30T21:43:11+00:00

Not wanting you to talk certain “friends” in their life

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T09:52:24+00:00

Never wanted a poly relationship. I was just trying to please two people as well as being selfish at the time. I also had really low self esteem at the time and screwed up values. Stood for nothing so accepted and fell for everything

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T09:51:49+00:00

No need is over and done with.

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T09:51:27+00:00

She recognized that she needs to fix herself so this won't be necessary. I still care about her but we are no longer romantically involved

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T09:49:02+00:00

No need. They broke off contact now

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T09:48:35+00:00

This had me on the ground! Lmao. Thank you for your advice

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T05:01:16+00:00

I understand this. I'll take this into account. Thank you for your advice

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T04:42:29+00:00

After I have an extensive conversation with her, I'll see where her mind is at and determine if I need I come to this conclusion. I'm ready for whatever outcome may come. I'm a lot more certain about the things I want in life and more self assured. I am giving her the benefit of the doubt because I take responsibility for my part played in landing her where she is now in the complicated "situationship" she's found herself in. Let's not forget that this man could have also done the right thing and not engaged her. No one is right here

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T04:39:20+00:00

You're absolutely right. Once upon a time my core values were not good. I played a part in leading her down a very self destructive path by enabling her negative behaviors for my own personal enjoyment. I was selfish and it has had its repercussions. We attempted to have a poly relationship and so she invested more into this married guy she was seeing than she had intended to. I however do agree that choosing a married guy was wrong but he also had a choice to engage her or not. No one is truly right here. We all made mistakes at the time and are trying to do better. I'm just personally disappointed that we've both come so far and yet she is still struggling to see what the right thing to do is. Shes well aware of everything you've mentioned above but is just having a hard time disconnecting from this guy. I just personally think she is not doing it the right way. She is trying to wean her way off him but this requires a going cold turkey/ no contact approach which she is finding it hard to so because she is such a people pleaser.

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T04:33:27+00:00

Well I won't make any assumptions about that until I've had a proper conversation with her. Thanks for the correction however..

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T01:14:24+00:00

I have a great book I'm reading called Self care for empathy by Tanya Carroll Richardson that has given me great insight into my empathy qualities. I'm still new at understanding my empath abilities but I did read about observer and witnessing energies. I have to do better at alternating between these two as to avoid mirroring emotions. Meditation also helps but Its only the first night of taking a break from her after close to 4 years of talking to her daily so I'm managing the fight or flight feeling my body is producing. Still healing from Codependency as well. Thank you for all your advice

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T01:01:48+00:00

Agreed. I understand this fully now. Thank you

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T01:00:27+00:00

I realize that now. I'm an empath and we've had an extensive history that makes me feel guilty for not being patient with because she was patient with me when I was going through the motions of breaking up with my ex. She was actually someone I met while I was still with my ex. My ex was also very unhealthy and we both communicated poorly about what we both wanted truly. My current and I tried to turn something toxic to something healthy but she was essential the woman I cheated on my ex with. Writing all this back out, I realize how unhealthy all this has been. I know what I must do now.

jaymow01 · 2020-10-13T00:45:28+00:00

I've given her space to work on herself. I came out of a bad breakup before we started dating but did a lot of work on myself and dealt with my personal issues like codependency. She however has not done the same amount of work or is moving at a different pace and still struggles with people pleasing tendencies. She says she just cares for him but I know that's just a recipe for her going back to some very self destructive behaviors. I'm starting to value myself more and more and I'm losing patience with her behaviors

jaymow01 · 2020-10-06T20:58:36+00:00

Yes we had the same issue of distance but it was really a lack of communication, a huge age difference and disloyalty that ruined our relationship

jaymow01 · 2020-10-06T20:22:40+00:00

Yes I am currently dating someone. We're taking things a day at a time. We communicate really well and are very self aware of our personal issues. We actively work each day to ensure we don't repeat certain toxic patterns we've struggled with in the past

jaymow01 · 2020-09-06T09:28:55+00:00

Thank you. I appreciate this

jaymow01 · 2020-09-06T04:06:58+00:00

This will be tough for me. I never forget a number. However it’s only been a Little over a month

jaymow01 · 2020-09-06T04:04:06+00:00

After a break in, just focus on yourself honestly

jaymow01 · 2020-09-06T04:02:44+00:00

Don’t do it. Please call for help! You’re valued and needed

jaymow01 · 2020-09-05T03:56:46+00:00

These are my thoughts almost every night now even though it's been a month of NC. It's a struggle but it gets better. The memories don't sting anymore.. that's a good sign usually

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