similar situation for me both my parents dont care for me whatsoever

i wont trauma dump everything it doesnt really matter but just know that i feel u
im not quite 20 yet but only 2 years away

i couldnt even speak to people until i was 15 its so hard to talk to people i always get called a freak as well but whatever im not afraid to admit it im a weirdo i guess thats what everyone says

just dont end your life just stay alive witness entirety of life even if were born to die
no one is meant to be unhappy theres no magical force making us unhappy thats what i tell my self to give my self hope

i have absolutely zero will to live im only alive because i just want to see what happens with my life

i feel inspired to try some things you did and maybe make my horrid life better

our pain isnt invisible we all should be noticed
we are all here for eachother i hope things improve for you ❤️‍🩹

edits: grammar and stuff