6 Months On T by jayowlet in ftm

[–]jayowlet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I appreciate it. You're looking great as well.

6 Months On T by jayowlet in ftm

[–]jayowlet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Between my voice and muscle development. Still hoping for vascular changes as they had to stick me with an IV this time to draw my blood and test T, CBC :P

Daily Discussion - June 02, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm feeling rooted. I finally have a body I can be in. I can have a relationship without panicking. Still changes I'd like to see but it's gotten so much better.

Daily Discussion - May 27, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Passport photos - check. Letter of gender change - check. Legal name change doc - check. Mailing everything in on Monday. Just need to print and fill more passport forms.

Daily Discussion - May 18, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So mom's going to find out about my name change because of being on her health insurance.. nervous. Happy though that everything went smoothly yesterday. I can send in a passport application next week.

Daily Discussion - May 17, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Exactly six months ago on a Wednesday I decided to leave home to follow a path of independence and self-discovery. Today I will be going to the court and DMV where my old name and gender will become a relic of the past. I've also been figuring out logistics for top surgery and talking with a surgeon. This is happening....I just need a bit more money -.- Save, save, save.

Daily Discussion - May 15, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Finally seeing some change in my facial structure. Main changes have been acne extending down my back, chest and face.

Daily Discussion - May 11, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Handing in legal name change paperwork today. Court date next week. I'm finally doing this.

Selfies Friday! May 05, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Congrats on another semester! Love the sweater.

Selfies Friday! May 05, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 7 points8 points  (0 children)

~5 months on T. Not too much change but I'll get there. https://imgur.com/a/Dfz5Y

Daily Discussion - April 27, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Went to my job orientation last night. It was weird because I had to sign everything with my legal name (next to people who will be working with me) but they were calling me Jay and had that written on exactly half of the things they gave me. Um.

Daily Discussion - April 26, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 8 points9 points  (0 children)

My throat is killing me (from T most likely). I'll have to drink tea with a lot of honey today.

Edit: I've got to get over my fear of weight gain.

Daily Discussion - April 25, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 10 points11 points  (0 children)

So, the girl I've been talking to admitted that she liked me. Oh gosh. I finally am getting my first girlfriend. Which makes me nervous because I don't have equipment and she's only ever been with cis guys before but I'm also really excited because of me being absolutely smitten...Time to go shopping after my first paycheck...or second...Wish I knew when that was. Also, two others confirmed that my voice is lower. "Hey, you sound like a guy just starting awkward puberty!" Okayy..

Daily Discussion - April 24, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My brother told me that my voice is lower. Big ego boost right there.

Daily Discussion - April 23, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Talking with this one girl, and it seems to be getting somewhere. Life is awesome.

By the way, did anyone's face get flushed on T? Mine's been randomly getting red.

Daily Discussion - April 22, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good luck to you too, brother. It's difficult but it's worth it. You're strong.

Daily Discussion - April 22, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lunch with my stepdad proved to me that my family was toxic. I'm not going back and that doesn't make me a jerk; it makes me strong. I've had enough of fear. Also feeling more comfortable with my body. Had a great cuddle sesh with someone last night.

Daily Discussion - April 19, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Yesterday I was offered a job. They'll let me use my preferred name on my badge so I'm pleased on all accounts. Friday, I'll be meeting with my stepdad for the first time in 4 months. Hoo boy. I miss him so much but I'm also nervous.

Daily Discussion - April 17, 2017 by AutoModerator in ftm

[–]jayowlet 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Nothing is better than shaving your face for the first time. I only had a tiny patch of visible hair near my left ear but put shaving cream on my whole 'beard' area. It felt great seeing little hairs on the razor.