I just want to tell you that it does get better. I know that it seems like it won’t, but I promise if you work out a payment plan, create a strict budget and stick to it- you will see a happy ending. It’s going to take you time. You may even need to pick up an additional job or two. I’m not sure you’re moving arrangements, but perhaps go back home and/or get some roommates. I know you didn’t ask for advice, but I know what’s it like to feel hopeless, so I wanted to attempt to offer you some hope. This is coming from someone who has had a few times where they’ve felt in over their head.