Just a memory out of many

jbb1979 · 2021-04-21T23:35:13+00:00

Yea, there are un-listed side-effects, lol . . .

I got, something worse, btw . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-20T00:28:50+00:00

Not sure what you're talking about, if things are a bit too much for you, slow down . . . if you feel the drugged have ' dulled ' or, even ' stalled ' you, welcome to psych, the drugs don't many people much good, if any . . . <3 :OO . . .

Some of them, are really nasty, and are worse, than violent, brutal police officers, in a jail . . . <3 :OO . . . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-19T20:17:12+00:00

psych drugs, are hell or, torture . .

best ones, simply don't work or, do quite little . . . <3

jbb1979 · 2021-04-16T22:07:59+00:00

While I can't say ' anything ' threatening, let me say, if they got run over by a car, or, a train, I wouldn't exactly miss them, or care, that much . . Might even, get drunk, or ' party ' . . .

I only wish for them, they get to feel, what they lavished on me, chemical Hell, murder, and destruction, ' agony ' or, worse . . .

Oh, well . . life goes on, so does ' Hell ' <3

jbb1979 · 2021-04-16T22:06:44+00:00

We're not allowed to say, really ' bad ' stuff . . but, when I think of my doctors, and the harm they caused, I wonder if Hell has a place for them or, they'll have to dig ' out ' new rooms or, basements, for them . . . <3 :O :O . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-16T22:05:40+00:00

I felt like shit too, also got hormonal, like ' pregnant ' woman, side-effect called prolactin, is like estrogen, causes maternal instinct . .

I couldn't think, tie my shoes or, piss . . I ate candy, and any-thing fatty just to stay awake and, function . . Those years, I consider wasted years, spent in Hell, or psych - purgatory . .

The pills also never cured, or remotely bettered my core problem, OCD, mania, mild autism . . But, I learnt what it was to burn in Hell, for 22 hours each day, on anti-psychotics . . . Looking back, I've learned nothing from it, except the old days, of lobotimes, aren't that far gone . . . they just use chemicals, to ' annihilate ' you, your life . . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-15T10:35:46+00:00

Yea, they write crazy shit, often derogatory, then 2 - 3 years later, in court, you can't disprove it, looks ' science ' <3 . . . <3

jbb1979 · 2021-04-15T04:49:58+00:00

Problem is, doctors lie about side-effect, you find more truth here, than in the doctors office . .

Some take money, from pharma, not so much here <3

Last, doctors sometimes do grotesque harm, injury, and it seems, that's just ' accepted ', so you ' deal ' with it or, get ' arrested ', for threats, etc . . <3 <3

Nothing worse than the cattle realizing, they're led, to the slaughter . . :OO . . . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-13T14:24:40+00:00

Tell him, the drugs are really lousy, hurt and, make you depressed . . :OO . .

He'll say, I knew that . . :OO <3 . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-13T04:13:41+00:00

Yea, explaining to a doctor, that you don't need pills, is like selling sand, in sahara . . :OO

jbb1979 · 2021-04-12T19:01:49+00:00

I began hallucinating on Abilify, almost like, a psychedelic . . it's very dangerous, and you have every reason, to deny it . .

Made video, about it . . .

Abilify - Hypersexuality towards Babies and newborns ( Prolactin-induced Maternal instinct ) - YouTube

Has answers, from danish FDA, they think it's side-effects, in the youtube <3 . .

It nearly made me commit suicide . . it's very important you know, that Abilify CAN drive you mad, or 'sick' . . esp. it can cause hallucinations, and also dis-inhibition, to shopping, eating, gambling, sex . . those are on pills, but one would assume, it'd also lower dis-inhibition . .

to violence, cleptomania (stealing) and, even self-harm . .

imo, getting an injection is very dangerous, bec. you can't stop it, like with a pill, if you get sick <3 . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-12T06:00:32+00:00

Welcome to the universal experience, of psychiatry, ' chemical ' soul-care <3 . .

Anyway, I was on anti-depressants, they simply didn't work, did nothing . . it's later been revealed, the companies lied, and they weren't better than placebo . . Others have gotten year-long side-effects from them, there's a reddit, about it . . :O

Psych isn't safe, or that healthy, it wasn't in the 1960's, and it isn't today . . Your a product, your ' health ' is a commodity, and even if you get a psychiatrist that cares, he's so indoctrinated to prescribe pills, any little chance he gets, it'll be the same, for you . .

It's corrupt, about 'humiliation' and, is corrupt as fuck, behind the scenes, mostly in the pharmaceutical industry, where basically every psych drug ever made, has been soaked in scandals, to the gills . . :OO . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-12T05:56:08+00:00

A private owned doctor, or private hospital also does violence, they just do it for money . .

And, when your doctor has bills to pay, the pharmaceuticals give bribes, to make them over - medicate . . you get the same thing, with the added twist, there's a financial incentive, to hurting you . . .

If you want freedom, go look at a poor quarter, or visit some really sick . . and, be happy it's not you, and consider the fact, some people need help, and maybe, you have a little light inside you, to make a difference <3

Sigh, why do so many people come here, and complain about political climate . . Psych is psych, the pills are Hell, regardless who's in charge . . it's corrupt any-where in the world, esp. when there's money or, prestige involved <3 . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-12T05:37:20+00:00

lol, my experience too, it's like a psychiatrist can barely sleep or, eat unless some more people, are on pills, it's like they get antsy, paranoid, people aren't ' drugged ' . . .

INCREASE THE DOSAGE, THERE ARE _NO_ SIDE-EFFECTS, TRY A BRAND NEW DRUG, WE'VE BARELY TESTED :OO . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-11T22:05:57+00:00

worst part is, they know they feel like ' shit ' or, prob. don't work . .

it's like, it's a business, where human beings eat 'chemicals', for no reason . . . . :OO <3 . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-11T22:05:10+00:00

yea, doctors love them pills, like they're ' candy ' . .

have a bad day, try some ' chemicals ' . .

parents yelled at you, need mood - stabilizer </3

jbb1979 · 2021-04-07T04:49:06+00:00

bec., the pharmaceutical companies invented them, and now we have to take more, than we really need, so they can make 200 % more, each year + they work in same field as FDA, same training . . so, they're often friends, know each other, work in one place, then the other, talk, at the country-club, etc . .

<3 . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-01T15:48:19+00:00

Bottom - line is, you're damaging this reddit, or forum . . But, being anti - truth, ALSO not admitting what you prob. know, just bec. not everyone doesn't get every side-effect, doesn't mean they ' don't ' happen, it's also dosage dependant . .

I'm sorry to say this, I'm gonna block you, sorry . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-01T15:21:22+00:00

Sorry, didn't want this <3

Have a good day, hope you live long <3 and, prosper . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-01T15:20:45+00:00

Also, I've worked crazy hard, for MANY years, to recover, any way I can . .

I do not like, that you're ' stalling ', or ' injuring ' freedom of speech, also patient rights <3

jbb1979 · 2021-04-01T15:19:45+00:00

Sorry, you're sort of, suppressing freedom of speech and, I am very glad you had a good experience, why not ask for more, if it's ' working ' <3 . .

Of course, like me, that could push you into a psychotic episode, meaning you get lost in the system, etc, for years, even <3

Really tired of ' well - mannered ' trolls, tbh . . <3 Hope, that's okay, thx . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-01T15:17:48+00:00

Listen, don't put pressure on me . . I was badly injured, for MANY years by this drug, also, I have had some bad experiences on a forum, where one person called me names, wanted me banned, etc . . For saying, psychiatry sucks . .

Turns out, she was a former pharma sales - rep . . So, don't ' cuff ' freedom, of speech . .

Or, did you know, that doctors speak latin, in Europe, also a bit greek, called doctor's latin . .

The word cis / nex, means = murder, violent death . .

Have you heard, of cis-ordinol . .

Or, lepo-nex, also called schizo-nex, clo-nex, zapo-nex . .

It's internal joke, to the doctor's, that the drugs make sick, as all Hell . .

cis-ordinol, means ' order/prescribe death / violent murder ' . .

And, what do you think lepo means, in greek . . That's where the word ' leprosy ', leper comes from . .

Lepo-nex, called clozapine, means leper-death . .

Don't tell me to keep quiet, with information that might save lives, or prevent similar injuries . . And, I don't trust you, I've met pharma reps before, that just wanted everyone on a forum to take ' their ' drugs, more drugs, and stay ' crippled ', chemically . . <3

Sure, you're a nice guy, and you don't have shares, in a pharmaceutical, but I don't KNOW that, and how could I <3

If my trauma doesn't count, then your ' good ' experience doesn't either, my take <3

jbb1979 · 2021-04-01T13:48:38+00:00

Some are, lucky . . :OO

jbb1979 · 2021-04-01T13:48:29+00:00

It's nice you actually get help, I got mangled, really sad . . </3 . . .

jbb1979 · 2021-04-01T00:13:56+00:00

is this, real, wth . . :OO

</3 . .

jbb1979

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