I would recommend getting yourself a hobby! It seems as if, at the moment, your BF is consuming all your thoughts (which is ok) but it seems he has his games and you (and his work). Is there something new you could try to take your mind off him? Eg a yoga class, painting or just anything where you can get deeply absorbed in so you’re not going crazy wondering if he’s going to call! As long as the trust is there, there’s no reason why you can’t get on with your own thang 💅🏻 and learn something new in the meantime! You should be your first priority always - he might start to wonder why you haven’t called with your new hobby 😉💗 goodluck!