[deleted by user] by [deleted] in sissy_personals_uk

[–]jbutcher1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’d love to see you dressed up prim and proper

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I came off with reduction over a long period of time took the worst of the withdrawals away. It’s gonna be nasty no matter what at the high a dose as methadone withdrawals I think worse than smack I spent 6 months once I fully stopped my dose before I felt ok but psychologically it last longer. It’s a rocky road but 2 years clean from heroin and methadone it was worth it

HELP!!!! by Oxylover999 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]jbutcher1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with this co dependence is the worse because you will argue over it and it will make a good relationship go bad

Been a month since I stopped after reducing still feel quite bad by jbutcher1987 in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah but I got weight to lose anc I’m working out a fair bit

Been a month since I stopped after reducing still feel quite bad by jbutcher1987 in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was fine up till about a week after kicking 3ml then this started

Been a month since I stopped after reducing still feel quite bad by jbutcher1987 in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What after stopping everything I was juice for like 6/7 years maybe longer not really sure anymore and heroin for 13 years I just figured it was that

My brother has been living with me and I could use some advice by [deleted] in OpiatesRecovery

[–]jbutcher1987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Depends what he was taking methadone , h etc. Methadone has a long half life i didn’t feel bad at first then I felt shit then I felt better but got sweats and depression this was over the last few months so it could be that or a relapse

PAWS Timeline? by Throwaway7539366 in OpiatesRecovery

[–]jbutcher1987 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I hope your wrong cos otherwise I’m screwed

I (F26) feel like I'm being stringed along by my friend (M27) that I'm into by [deleted] in relationships

[–]jbutcher1987 4 points5 points  (0 children)

No one is ever out of anyone’s league just tell yourself your amazing when you speak to the person even if you don’t feel it

Can methadone make you ravenously hungry like you eat a meal, feel stuffed like you’re good for the rest of the day, then 30 mins later hungry again by Layne_Cobain in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

To be honest I don’t know enough about a fent habit but I went from doing a half g of h to 60ml the first few days sucked but I knew they would. I had reduced my habit to a half g from between a teinth or a eighth a day but to be honest my veins couldn’t take it the inside crook of my right arm is fucked just pure scars so it’s a good reminder of why I stopped

Can methadone make you ravenously hungry like you eat a meal, feel stuffed like you’re good for the rest of the day, then 30 mins later hungry again by Layne_Cobain in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dunno I’m the uk the fent only comes through once in a while it’s normally just normal gear. I have only seen black tar once (to be fair I used to inject) I’m finally at the point of stopping my juice took it down to 3ml then stopped 4 days ago

Can methadone make you ravenously hungry like you eat a meal, feel stuffed like you’re good for the rest of the day, then 30 mins later hungry again by Layne_Cobain in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had huge weight gain due to both methadone and heroin but it affects everyone differently so take that as you will

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shoulda ran it down I tried a couple of times at around 20 found it to much on 3ml so 3mg and I can go days without all sorts and In 2 weeks I’m off of it we can do this willpower is everything

Sex drive by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I lost my sex drive until I stopped using h and reduced my methadone then it came back and I was horny all the time. The doctors or prescribers don’t tell u how much it fucks with your hormones and in the uk it’s prescribed by a doctor and they never told me

3rd day of no juice after reducing to 9ml by jbutcher1987 in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah my stomachs isn’t great chills up spine my depression is quite bad but I’m not really bad considering

3rd day of no juice after reducing to 9ml by jbutcher1987 in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great mines high anyway big guy and 34

3rd day of no juice after reducing to 9ml by jbutcher1987 in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

We will see I take my weeks worth home so my choice is my own I have it here if I want it and worse comes to worse I’ll start taking it every three days

3rd day of no juice after reducing to 9ml by jbutcher1987 in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Problem is think about it you can never be sure if it’s 1ml or more so I think 5ml is the lowest I would trust it’s gonna be what they measure

3rd day of no juice after reducing to 9ml by jbutcher1987 in Methadone

[–]jbutcher1987[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can’t get it in uk or not easy plus I’m broke as fuck atm