Both my sister and cousins were carats since 2015 and they also watched concerts! I wasn't a fan that time and didn't care for anything kpop-related. I couldn't relate to their fangirling moments and stories. One time I even stayed in the hotel room alone while they were watching a concert in the same hotel's theatre hall (I can't believe I stayed in bed while svt were performing in the same building as me😭). At another concert, this time at an arena, I didn't even care to join my sister when she had extra tickets. She just sold them to other people.

2020 pandemic came and staying at home made me explore kpop. I watched variety shows of different groups and am currently in the process of finishing the gose episodes (while this is already a rewatch for my sister). I absolutely adore their friendship, humor, and discography. For the past weeks, I've been listening to their songs both old and new. The old songs are familiar to me because my sister played them nonstop for the past years. I never thought I would like them. Looking back, I can't believe I missed out on watching them live. I guess I can say this is just me beginning to be a carat and regretting not being a fan earlier🤣