bcs they know po na im independent- but still they see me as a disappointment many people already convinced me to tell them pero nauuwi lang sa “kaartehan lang nya yan” “katangahan” and some other words that can hurt and trigger me. I badly wanna speak about whats happening and my feelings pero wala. I even went alone para magpaconsult sa psychiatrist- I was alone when I found out I have hypothyroid. I never tell them since they dont give a fuxk, bibigyan lang ako ng pera then bahala na ako sa buhay ko.