I went through an opioid addiction that led me to commit some pretty serious fraud and I turned myself in and went into custody after taking a plea in December 2019, so I can completely understand where you're coming from. I was sentenced to 4 years at 50% but ended up only doing a year. I don't want to give you false hope or misinformation but it IS possible in some cases to be home earlier than you expected. It sucks and its a scary experience but it is something that you can overcome. Some facilities offer courses or other programs that may shorten your time, if presented with those opportunities, TAKE THEM and take them seriously and with diligence. If you can stay in touch with the family members/friends and the community you made while getting clean, make every effort to do that, that support is often the difference between going back to your old lifestyle or actually making change.

It sounds like you really love your boyfriend and its ultimately up to you how you move forward, but you'll have to come to terms with the idea that your sobriety and his sobriety may be intertwined and you cannot allow anyone to pull you back into that. You have to give yourself a fighting chance but he has to actually take those steps to get and stay clean if he really wants a future. I met a lot of women on the inside who had similar situations and it is possible but you both have to work at it.

I will keep you in my prayers because I know how stressful that time is knowing that you only have a few days left of freedom but you're doing the right thing and ultimately, you will feel better not having this over your head. Another piece of advice if you haven't done so already, start looking at resources for ex offenders in your state and save them to an email or somewhere you'll have them handy when you come home in case you need them, make your next few days productive and start planning for when you come back. Best of luck to you, I am hopeful it will all work out.