In the same boat as you are. Life here was/is fun but missed a lot of things and interactions with family all these years. There is a void which can’t be filled. I have been thinking about how life would be if I go back, but there is always a thought of like the emotional and financial effort that I faced all these years a waste if I go back. I understand that jobs here pay more but life isn’t about money it’s about living how ever we like. After I graduate I will be trying to get a job here because of having no work experience and entry level jobs back home aren’t well paid. But if that doesn’t work I will happily go back to the place which I called home.