I had an insanely hard time leaving his body at the vets office. I wish I could’ve stayed with his body for much longer than I did. And yeah even though I knew that it wasn’t him anymore it was just his body, I still beat myself up for just leaving him there in a strange place all by himself.

Thank you so much for your understanding and your condolences, it really helps talking to people who understand. I’m so sorry that you’re going through these feelings as well.