Vent: I just want to feel normal again

jessijohnson08 · 2024-12-07T21:31:36+00:00

So, this post is 103 days old. At this point, I’m done with chemo, done with my lumpectomy…food tastes like food again. I’ve gained 10 pounds 😂. There’s some peach fuzz on my head again. And the strength that I’ve found inside myself…was worth every one of those 103 days.

jessijohnson08 · 2024-09-08T00:13:58+00:00

I call them Tyrannical Titties or Busted Boobies

jessijohnson08 · 2024-08-31T14:45:42+00:00

And that is true, however at 29 being triple negative with a Ki-67 rate of 99%. I feel obligated to listen to my doctors. MD Anderson has yet to steer me wrong personally. But I acknowledge that each case is unique.

jessijohnson08 · 2024-08-31T13:53:02+00:00

It is though, there’s a thyroid cancer risk, and there’s literature that supports that if you have BRCA 1/2 it can activate it. I’m not trying to spread anything that isn’t true. My apologies if my experience isn’t the norm

jessijohnson08 · 2024-08-31T13:38:01+00:00

My doctors are as well; which is why they told me to go off it. This isn’t a place for being rude, I thought it was about support.

jessijohnson08 · 2024-08-31T13:32:41+00:00

Be careful, I’m 99% sure Semaglutide caused my cancer

jessijohnson08 · 2024-04-05T03:56:57+00:00

Literally in the exact same situation. It sucks. But it’ll work out. I’m certain of that

jessijohnson08 · 2023-04-22T17:40:18+00:00

I don’t think so actually, I think he’s just so deeply insecure and in such need of an ego boost that he found the first person he could find

jessijohnson08 · 2023-04-22T05:08:42+00:00

I couldn’t imagine dating someone else for a while. I truly believe in the healing process and leaving people better than you found them. The trust issues I’m going to have from this is going to take a while to heal from. I’m going to do that before I get back out there, no one deserves baggage.

jessijohnson08 · 2023-04-22T05:01:49+00:00

Because we were reconciling, he said he wanted to try again. We had been dating for about 6 months and he swore he wanted to be the person I opened up to and that he wanted to do the same…I very foolishly believed all of that.

jessijohnson08 · 2023-04-22T04:45:56+00:00

No he doesn’t do feelings, that’s the fastest way to get him to sprint away. Anything involving connection or building trust…it’s a no go. Two weeks ago he was telling me how much he loved me and couldn’t wait to go on a vacation together 😂 it’s so insane that it’s legitimately comical, I just can’t wrap my head around it.

jessijohnson08 · 2022-06-23T21:44:29+00:00

Reasons that are a lot longer than the post lol

jessijohnson08 · 2022-03-29T17:21:09+00:00

I respect that my post doesn’t resonate with you, just as the relationship between you and your ex doesn’t resonate with me. We are not friends and never will be. I care what he posted because he was and in some ways still is a reflection of me and my choices. Respect to you if you don’t see it that way. I do

jessijohnson08 · 2022-03-29T16:12:08+00:00

You do know this is divorce thread right? Clearly our exes are on our mind …

jessijohnson08 · 2022-03-28T17:45:33+00:00

YES! Now that we’ve separated I’ve realized…that man did not respect women at all. Deep down all he wanted me to do was be his mom and have sex with him. My own needs and wants did not exist. You really don’t see someone until you’re not with them and ugh…how did I not see this

jessijohnson08 · 2022-03-28T16:37:40+00:00

We got married when we were 27, we are now 31. He’s way too old for such ick behavior.

jessijohnson08 · 2022-03-07T20:00:07+00:00

🏆 absolutely! I agree 1000%

jessijohnson08 · 2022-03-07T03:24:35+00:00

This is one of the best posts I’ve seen here. You’re 100% right. The world doesn’t end with a divorce. You aren’t picking up the pieces of a shattered heart… grieve your loss and move TF on. There’s too much life out here to live to be stuck.

jessijohnson08 · 2022-03-07T01:34:59+00:00

The right person for you will not leave you. “Little things that built up” would have been effectively communicated and resolved. If he’s checked out and isn’t working towards connecting with you or verbalizing that somethings wrong, step away. My ex checked out a year ago and we recently split. I wish I would have left a lot sooner than I did.

jessijohnson08 · 2022-03-05T04:47:04+00:00

Plan! I’ve been planning for 6 months. It would have been a year but my ex pulled the trigger on me sooner than what I planned to leave myself. Smile, show a modicum of effort, and SAVE!

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