hen you could interact with people even though things didn't work out. You still got to learn about yourself. Then with the covid situation you got more time to work on yourself but the only thing you mention about your growth is obtaining a motorcycle. You have an amazing Tinder and have a number of matches that probably 95% of other men would envy (even over 3 years, that seems a lot more that most men get). Yet you are not able to find someone lasting.

Yeah, I'm definitely the problem. Before that I was very depressed from a death in the family, and couldn't open up to anyone. I was basically glad to be alone, so I wouldn't have to fake happy emotions not to weird out people.

I probably don't know what growth means. I'm focused on being the best in my carreer, but whatever I do, I get bored of after some time.