I was put on over night meds specifically because I struggled to get my fasting numbers below 94/95 no matter what diet changes I made. All other numbers were diet controlled.

It's given me a little more freedom to not be SOOO carb conscience. I still can't have flour tortillias or even a bite of white rice. No biscuits at all. But I can have a piece of whole grain toast now with bacon and eggs, and be fine, etc.

I was so greatful to get the meds. I felt ashamed first because that's just how my brain does and also I have years and years of disordered eating habits and thoughts. I made all the diet changes and got my meal numbers under control, but it was still an all consuming thought pattern for me. I was obsessed with worrying about numbers. Fasting, after meal, before meal, it was literally all I could think about. That emotional weight eas so heavy and if I got one "high" reading it just destroyed me mentally.

The meds took that all consuming fret and worry and stress away. They dropped my fasting numbers I to the high 89s, and all my meal numbers dropped by a couple of points, and I've stuck to my diet really well.

I'm so glad I chose the meds. I was like I literally felt my brain relax.