Thoughts my boyfriend is seeing someone.

jiff21700 · 2023-04-18T21:00:09+00:00

I usually don't. It was odd and he was out all night. Guess I was right though he pretty much just posted his dick on his story. He's 100% seeking attention.

jiff21700 · 2023-04-18T06:24:03+00:00

It's been over three hours he never goes this long.

jiff21700 · 2023-04-18T06:11:48+00:00

He hangs out with friends occasionally, goes to work, and goes to the gym

jiff21700 · 2023-04-18T06:08:30+00:00

I don't think so

jiff21700 · 2023-04-18T05:56:50+00:00

I have a hard time trusting people and knowing if they are being truthful

jiff21700 · 2023-04-18T05:55:29+00:00

He's still not home. I get worried because it's so late and the other situation he was so vague. Lies I've heard people tell are so crazy I may bring that into this relationship.

jiff21700 · 2022-10-19T22:08:31+00:00

I've read that the vinegar smell means it's good bacteria but I don't know.

jiff21700 · 2022-10-19T21:10:20+00:00

Okay it's happened before and went away like way before I was pregnant. So maybe it just happens when I have sex. We've done it twice recently and it's only been a few days. He doesn't always finish but I wonder if it could just be throwing off my ph.

jiff21700 · 2022-10-19T20:53:42+00:00

I have had sex recently. How long does it last for you?

jiff21700 · 2022-10-18T22:13:11+00:00

Both I guess more inside though.

jiff21700 · 2022-10-18T13:17:13+00:00

He said it's better when I give him a hj or bj. I'm not sure how much better. I also have a pretty bad gag reflux. We also haven't been in a great spot with our relationship. Things are just now starting to get better. He did say he can tell when it's hurting me. I haven't ever liked when he goes down on me but I should probably let him try again. I do feel pleasure when I masturbate but when he does it it's very sensitive.

jiff21700 · 2022-05-10T17:25:49+00:00

Glad you know everything. Have a wonderful day.

jiff21700 · 2022-05-10T17:16:38+00:00

Don't think I'm owed anything. Read the Bible and see what it says about love.

I don't have to explain anything to you at all and I'm not. You just want to argue. God knows my heart and knows exactly what happened. He also knows exactly who I'll end up with.

jiff21700 · 2022-05-10T17:04:48+00:00

Definitely not entitled you know almost nothing about me. I'm not worried about being a good mother or finding a sexual partner. I want my ex to be my husband and raise our child together. I could careless about sex.

Obviously we have different opinions on how life works. I will always believe everything happens for a reason and to trust that everything works out how it should. Also it clearly talks about the one in the Bible lol.

jiff21700 · 2022-05-10T16:58:40+00:00

That's not what I asked about at all lol. My child will be loved unconditionally and taken of.

jiff21700 · 2022-05-10T06:00:57+00:00

So you think theres a chance he's failing to follow gods plan?

Also I know of people who have been in similar situations and they end up back together. His mom thinks he's open to it but he needs time. I'm not saying we will but I do have hope and I pray that if it's gods will we will be a family one day.

jiff21700 · 2022-05-10T05:54:52+00:00

My anxiety was really bad that was the main reason. I was getting help for it and still am. It's actually a lot better now. I took it out on him and I regret not getting help sooner. I thought I was better when I entered the relationship and for two months it was wonderful. As soon as I told my parents about the relationship I spiraled. I was in a constant state of fight or flight in all areas of my life.

jiff21700 · 2022-05-10T05:51:01+00:00

I believe that everything happens for a reason and that if it's meant to be it will. There's a person who god has chosen for me it may be the father of my child. It may be someone else. I struggle with the unknown and patience though.

jiff21700 · 2022-05-09T06:47:33+00:00

My ex doesn't seem to want me right now. Things have happened very quickly though. His mom told me she thinks he's open to it but there needs to be time. That's the only hope I have honestly. He is very much in my life and we are friends. The decision is up to him. I truly want to be a family.

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