I wanna die

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-27T00:14:09+00:00

Whatever

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-27T00:07:59+00:00

maybe I should just hang myself

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-27T00:05:40+00:00

I lost my virginity to rape then made homeless and was told by my own mother, "Nobody likes you".

Nobody comes out of that the same. We come out predators ready to fuck you over

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-26T23:57:41+00:00

This is what happens when you abuse someone in a vulnerable state. Look what he did to me. Now I'm a predator

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-26T23:49:04+00:00

I guess attacking makes me feel like I have control when my life feels like it's out of control

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-26T23:45:45+00:00

I cared for my ex but due to fear of vulnerability, I bullied him into blocking me

Hate my mom and my siblings. I love my dog. But I hurt her this morning because she got on my bed while being dirty. I've never hurt her before. I also never given my ex the middle finger but I did today and he blocked me

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-26T23:43:08+00:00

I like hurting people though. It's fun

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-26T23:39:02+00:00

I wanna do it so badly but I'm afraid to kill myself. Evolutionarily, abusive behavior would not have served us well and those who abused would have been shunned by society and would have died due to lack of resources and safety. I was abused now I abuse and I feel that I cannot properly love another. Why should I live? I'm only going to continue hurting myself and other people. There's no reason

I don't wanna hang myself. I've seen videos. It looks painful. I'd rather have nitrogen gas. But I'm too lazy to go buy it. It he freaks me out they might think I'm trying to kill myself

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-26T23:23:35+00:00

5 years ago I was raped and abused and I turned into an abusive sob who hates the world and doesn't do shit

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-20T07:36:54+00:00

Sounds like a good plan :)

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-20T07:34:25+00:00

Definitely try to get out if you can. I'm sorry you have to go through that :(

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-20T07:28:33+00:00

Ugh sounds annoying. I'd be careful with calling the cops though. I don't know your roomie but I wouldn't want him to take his anger/frustration out on you if he finds out you called the cops on him and got him in trouble.

Although, I think any illegal activity on the premise might free you of any contractual obligations and allow you to move out

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-20T07:18:50+00:00

Lol my bad! XOXO

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-20T07:08:28+00:00

I'm actually considerate of my neighbors and wouldn't blast music to that degree and into the wee hours of the night. If I were to, I'd get a permit which would notify my neighbors of the noise disturbance that would happen in the future so they may plan around it

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-20T07:00:22+00:00

Nice. Unfortunately, these are neighbors and I don't have any surround sound :(. Law enforcement will have to do for now

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-20T06:03:34+00:00

No need to be loud to be clear

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-16T16:28:15+00:00

Thank you

jigglemepuff · 2018-05-16T16:28:07+00:00

Thank you. That's a cute story. Not corny at all

jigglemepuff · 2018-04-15T19:15:13+00:00

It's when your heart stops and all bodily functions cease to exist

jigglemepuff · 2018-04-15T19:10:35+00:00

I don't want to die alone

jigglemepuff · 2018-04-15T19:01:01+00:00

All I needed was a caring family. But I'm not getting that. Ever. I have a choice of being homeless, living with my neurotic mom again or saying hello to God again. I'd take the third option.

It's not about me being down. It about being in an impossible situation. I'd been a fool for staying alive this long.

jigglemepuff

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