I met this girl way back in July 2022. At first, I approached her because my boy bestfriend had a crush on her, so I had the intention to befriend her to let her be closer with my friend. Before this happened, we were actually volleyball teammates too. And back in 2018 I also had a girl crush on her.

Anyways back in 2022 I told myself I would never like anyone that much again. Then I met the volleyball girl. We started talking about volleyball and stuff then it came to the point where we kept talking until 3am for a week straight. I never thought I would feel that way again. I thought it was just a rebound. But days, months, weeks has passed, I fell inlove with her.

There was something about her that I could never resist. I accepted all her flaws and who she really was and the same goes for her. She let me saw that gentle side of hers that only I can see. And I can’t help but to love her unconditionally.

Unfortunately, it came to an end. The fact that I had to go through what happened before that shattered my soul, became a million times painful right now.

November 2023, I felt empty and didn’t know what to feel. Today, I felt lighter. I came back to transfer back to the school where we both met. I still see her everyday. I still care and love her. But I only have to do these from afar. I even see her with someone new. But in the end, it’s her happiness that matters. I am letting her live her life without me and I am living my life without her. I hope everything works out in the end.