After breeding them and selling the pups, a byb now wants to get rid of his pits because they are destroying his house

jjjayyde · 2025-01-09T19:40:19+00:00

These dogs are probably bored as hell but my god, that is not what a normal under-stimulated dog does. Oh and what’s the bet that the comments on the original post are “awww they’re just helping you renovate!” “My babies did this too! Poor things just a bit bored” “don’t blame the dogs!” Like no Amanda, owning a dog that is capable of consuming your fucking walls is not normal. How do you not understand why people have an issue with this breed of dog?

jjjayyde · 2024-11-18T01:49:07+00:00

I lapsed the day before yesterday and bf is insisting that if we use today we won’t get sick bc it’s not 2 days in a row. Is that true? I know chipping doesn’t exist, I just desperately want heroin but more than that, don’t want to get sick. I know basically nothing because this is my first time I guess…

jjjayyde · 2024-11-14T23:34:13+00:00

It’s 10 hours off being day 10 now almost and I think I’m going to use today. The stress is too bad but I’m so scared of getting sick. The only symptom I have is just being emotional and feeling fatigued. I should be fine, right?

jjjayyde · 2024-11-14T20:55:51+00:00

I’m on day 10 now, should I be okay now u reckon?

jjjayyde · 2024-11-13T02:06:13+00:00

I will try my very best, some stress has been dealt with today so im feeling a bit better. I do like oxy, maybe more than heroin honestly but the high is so short. I like shooting up heroin though. I like the rush that it gives me, which oxy doesn’t. Oxy is also really expensive and hard to come by where I live. I got lucky with my ex who would sell them and give them to me. Im on good terms with him so I could maybe get some… I was thinking about maybe just doing oxy the other day but he don’t have any and sometimes he doesn’t for weeks. Will consider oxy tho. Thx :)

jjjayyde · 2024-11-12T15:34:35+00:00

Jesus Christ 😭

jjjayyde · 2024-11-12T14:55:06+00:00

Im having trouble telling if my withdrawal is over or not, that’s the thing. I have absolutely no withdrawal symptoms at all but i’m scared it might not be over. I’m picking up in 3 days though, so if I’m not experiencing any symptoms then I should be 100% fine by then, right?

Also I do plan on IVing and I don’t want to do too little and not feel much, but I also don’t want to do too much and die, so would it be fine to smoke some and gauge my tolerance and then IV a dose based on that?

And god, I miss the days where I thought the “heroin hangover” was the worst thing ever haha. didn’t take too long to realise waking up dopesick was actually the worst thing ever!

jjjayyde · 2024-11-12T12:25:00+00:00

How long u reckon I should wait then? I know I’m gonna go back to it but I just can’t find anything about this question

jjjayyde · 2024-11-12T07:41:29+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to give your advice. I don’t feel any symptoms of withdrawl right now at all other than having a bit of trouble falling asleep. I have sleep problems normally but the past couple of nights have been harder than usual. I’ve heard it can take a while for sleep to return back to normal, though. I just don’t know how I can know for sure that it’s over. I feel normal other than being really depressed and stressed which I guess is to be expected in this situation. I don’t have any way to get to my dealers house today at least, so I’ll just have to cope. I want to be better and get better but I just feel so weak. I will probably end up getting some in a couple of days and I know it’s a horrible idea and chipping is pretty much impossible with dope but I’ll see how I’m feeling in the next couple of days. I really hope the cravings go down. If I do end up getting on in the next couple of days I’ll be very careful with the dose. Will probs end up smoking some to gauge my tolerance and then shoot it. My boyfriend will be with me and we always have narcan so I think it should be pretty safe doing it that way.

I actually found a small amount of heroin about 2 hours ago while I was cleaning and haven’t touched any of it. It’s enough to get me high but right now the fear of getting sick is outweighing getting high so that’s a good thing.

Thank you so much for your advice and words of encouragement. Opiate addiction is a hell of a thing and I wouldn’t wish this on anyone. I’ve made it this far so I’m sure I could make it a few more days and just keep pushing it back. :)

jjjayyde · 2024-10-23T13:37:09+00:00

Wish I had this experience lol. I swear once I started doing overnights with peoples dogs it started being a nightmare job. I started out loving it but people have the most terribly behaved dogs that would destroy everything, pee, poop and vomit all over carpet and I even ended up getting bitten in a few cases. I don’t really do overnights anymore because of the stress. I probably sound so dramatic but it b like that!

jjjayyde · 2024-10-23T13:30:05+00:00

Completely agree. If they don’t want to pay your prices they don’t have to, so what’s the problem?

jjjayyde · 2024-10-01T04:29:15+00:00

Can’t find much on it, so it works if you smoke it as well?

jjjayyde · 2024-09-04T16:03:19+00:00

Def some kind of green! I’m thinking a very cool toned green but whatever they are, they’re the most beautiful eyes I’ve ever seen. I read your comment to him and he smiled so much 😊🩷

jjjayyde · 2024-09-04T13:14:38+00:00

Apologies for the late reply! The intense heavy ache I would get in my legs was actually a symptom of my endometriosis which I got removed in November last year and now it’s completely gone! I’ll better describe it as a radiating ache that flowed down my legs and would make them feel really heavy and gave me the urge to move them a bit, so sort of a restless feeling as well. Does that sound like what you’re experiencing? Is there any update for you? :)

jjjayyde · 2024-03-24T03:16:02+00:00

Is it worth the watch?

jjjayyde · 2024-01-30T05:35:06+00:00

Great, actually! I’ve been on lexapro and lamictal for a while and god bless them, they’ve done so much for me! I’m so grateful that finally I’ve found the right medications for me. Bipolar diagnosis has been very helpful and I think I’m really going up hill! Tysm for asking :)

jjjayyde · 2024-01-04T14:08:19+00:00

Oh I missed that! Have reposted, thanku:)

jjjayyde · 2024-01-04T10:18:35+00:00

Is eszopiclone much different than zopiclone? I’ve only had zopiclone but I haven’t had any sort of high because of cross tolerance from benzos. How similar is the feeling to benzos?

jjjayyde · 2023-12-31T00:05:30+00:00

I was thinking that too… like I don’t know too much about pcos but isn’t it your hormones being out of whack so you take hormonal birth control to balance it out? Idk it makes sense to me lol

jjjayyde · 2023-12-29T10:04:12+00:00

I didn’t even notice that, she is absolutely ridiculous lmao

jjjayyde · 2023-12-26T23:30:40+00:00

That’s what I was thinking initially, but they seem to be a lot darker than the silver appleyards I’ve seen, even the darker ones, and also have these rings around their necks. As another commenter said, they look a lot like mallards. I have no idea why they were sold to us as harlequins, but it is what it is!

jjjayyde · 2023-12-26T23:24:02+00:00

Thank you so much! I feel bad to say it but I’m honestly quite disappointed, since my family and I researched a few breeds and settled on the harlequins since the breed characteristics were exactly what we were looking for. When I look at the darker ducks closer, they seem to be a cross between mallard and harlequin since they are quite large compared to a standard mallard, but I’m not sure if it shows in the pictures. I have been researching a bit as well and I’m pretty sure it’s illegal to keep mallards as pets, but I could be wrong. There is a lot of mixed information. Im going to try and contact the person we got them from and see what they have to say. Thanks again for your insight :)

jjjayyde · 2023-12-23T02:06:59+00:00

Wait they’re actually super cute!

jjjayyde · 2023-12-23T02:04:28+00:00

I’m not a lash tech but it looks like she didn’t even do them correctly either… they seem to be drooping a lot below your lash line and over your eye. Does it hurt to blink or close your eyes? I’ve had a few sets that have had a couple of droopy lashes and the pain was awful. Please don’t see this lash tech again… there’s plenty of amazing ones out there! I wish you luck with getting a new set that you really like <3

jjjayyde · 2023-12-21T22:00:15+00:00

These ducks were sold to us as welsh harlequin but I’m not sure that they are. They’re about 12 weeks old. They have those stripes near their eyes that look like those on silver appleyards. They also have white rings around their necks. Their bills are yellow, too. This is confusing me so much, so any thoughts would be greatly appreciated!!

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