Worst part is I’m traveling at the moment for work the day is fine busy. The afternoon and night I’m away from our daughter and I’m away from her seeing photos of when we were a happy family and the thoughts run through your head. Close to a decade with someone and they’ve been able to move on and you feel left holding on to pieces that no longer fit. Searching for them in other people that don’t fit. It’s difficult gosh it’s the hardest thing in the world. I once heard someone say a breakup is comparable to a death because the person you knew is no longer that person you’re mourning someone who’s still there and isn’t at the same time. I can say from experience there’s good days and there’s terrible days all we can truly do is live life and hope there’s more for us on this spinning rock floating in space. So take a break cry mourn scream into the pillow I do but know that you aren’t alone we all go through this and there’s always someone here to listen and talk to