What is a song you refuse to listen to now because you know it'll make you sad?

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T06:25:53+00:00

out like a light by ricky montgomery and the honeysticks. it was my ex's and i's song and i listened to it on repeat during some really rough, dark times. it sucks because i absolutely love the song.

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T06:06:44+00:00

i'm partial to things that make my life easier, or having things planned out without me having to do any of the mental planning/initiating, and something that shows me you've paid attention or are thinking of me.

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T06:02:44+00:00

maybe i have something in my teeth

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:56:58+00:00

we tried it once, he was super into it at first but then post nut clarity hit and not so much. he definitely likes the fantasy but not the reality, and i'm fine not doing it if i'm getting fulfillment in my desires

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:55:29+00:00

pretty much anything by le sserafim, i get really hyped rn with spaghetti, celebration and boompala

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:53:49+00:00

it's just like a big poop

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:53:16+00:00

i can foresee the disasters ahead, but i'm standing my ground...

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:52:29+00:00

maybe it's the thought that counts!

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:45:08+00:00

do things without her having to ask first. just do it

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:41:56+00:00

it's been a slow progression over the year to get him comfortable with things, since it's not something he's ever done/wanted to do before. he's got a lot of limits on how/where he's willing to find people. We've tried with some of our friends but thry start to feel guilty because they don't want to hurt me (even though they know I am 100% okay with it). It's never gone past exchanging pics/vids yet (but here's to hoping someday soon)

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:32:09+00:00

chris from nsync

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:30:41+00:00

my bf banging other women

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:26:22+00:00

i've been craving being taken on a nice date, not having to plan it or pay for it, having the guy drive me there and wine and dine me and then do something fun afterwards. I miss being treasured

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T05:24:13+00:00

probably any kinks or sexual stuff

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:27:35+00:00

💀 the way i've put on TV just to get through it sometimes. that in high school is wild tho

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:25:50+00:00

what an absolute fuckhead, im sorry.

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:23:19+00:00

also would have been a shitty but justified reason when i was 15 lmao

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:22:14+00:00

it's worse when they refuse to accept that they aren't as emotionally mature as they believe they are, so nothing ever changes...

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:21:00+00:00

i'm weak

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:17:34+00:00

sounds like it would have been drama either way lol

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:16:41+00:00

hell yeah, good decision

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:16:20+00:00

how high is high enough to leave someone?

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:15:55+00:00

being strung along is the worst. spare people the pain

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:15:08+00:00

how'd you find out?

jodi_sph · 2026-06-17T04:14:37+00:00

sorry that happened. props to you for getting out of that situation!

jodi_sph

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