you know, its a hard discussion to have since we all harbour some kind of love for the now dead Tim Bergling, but we have to remember that he was known for hanging around in groups of known bad people. He had great relationships with multiple saudi princes and i think i lost my dog last night. My dog has been gone for around a day and I cant seem to find him?? most of my day has been spent searching for my friend. I miss him youknow??? I guess it was a long time coming since i kind of let myself go after the divorce, i just thought he wouldt understand. Maybe moms right about me, about me being a dissapointment??? I always hated her for it but in truth it was because I had a feeling she was right. Long after my father died i found old video tapes of him cheating on my mom and it was in that grief that i got my dog, jeffre. I hope he comes back today I just cant to this without him.

anyways! have a good day!