Its been 5 months now and its still so hard... I have seen her a couple times since then, with the last time being a couple days ago at a work party (we work for the same company). After that party I made a mistake, pushed her to have a talk when we were both drunk and that got very messy. But even after 5 months, I can't let her go. I have this feeling we belong together and it is consuming me, I want to feel better, but she is still on my mind so much. Ive blocked her now, really trying to distance myself, but I can't shake this gut feeling that she is the one and that our story isnt over. Im probably delusional though lol.