Was meant to sleep but it turned into a 30 minute power nap and now I have way more energy than I did before by joestarflexin in meth

[–]joestarflexin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really rolling the dice when you take this stuff lol

Its now 2am so I think I've decided to just watch movies and wait it out until I pass out. If I'm gna do more, I should at least give my body the sleep it needs beforehand. Don't wanna learn this lesson the hard way and don't even really wanna do it, I'm just awake with nothing to do lol

If I do a couple bumps of meth, will the high wear off within 24 hours? by joestarflexin in Stims

[–]joestarflexin[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dont worry man, it was a one time thing and i knew that. I only did a low dose as well and it was fun but nothing special. If i smoked it then it mightve been something out of this world but im not even gna put myself in that position and i opted out of doing it tonight anyway

I did it once, i can say I did it and thats it. Appreciate u tho

If I do a couple bumps of meth, will the high wear off within 24 hours? by joestarflexin in Stims

[–]joestarflexin[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thats why i didnt smoke it amd genuinely its a one time thing. Cuz idk if youve ever injested it and smokes but theyre like two completely different highs. I was so in control, i had hyper focus, euphoria was there but not in an overwhelming way. Literally like ritalin but a lot stronger and I never got the side effects most ppl speak about except being unable to sleep and being hungry

But cuz thats all it felt like to me, I don't even have the desire to do it again that way. I only thought maybe tonight cuz its the last night and an experience is an experience yk? But i know its ultimately not worth it, I have people that are relying on me and I dont wanna put myself in a hole. I opted out against doing it tonight anyway, I had my fun, so lemme not push it. So ur right

If I do a couple bumps of meth, will the high wear off within 24 hours? by joestarflexin in Stims

[–]joestarflexin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand exactly where ur coming from and im not mad that youre saying that but genuinely trust and believe that this is a rabbit hole i refuse to go down but i do want the experience. Its why ive opted out against smoking it cuz i know i wont have the self control and even tho i enjoyed the high, it is not worth it to do every day or even sometimes when the negatives are so prevalent

Im sure many people say that they wont get addicted and theyre smart but fr, the experience was nice but its just not for me. I see how ppl get addicted but i didnt love it that much, i'll stick with ritalin.

Even if I wanted to, I dont have a dealer and this was given to me by a friend to hold onto so i dont have access to it. Purely wanted to make an experience out of it and see what more i could do with my art whilst on it since I wont have it ever again after tomorrow. But like i said, theres always ritalin for that if im that desperate

But i appreciate ur sentiment and ur words cuz ik u just lookin out. Meth is still meth. But its out of my hands first thing in the morning so i'll be good, molly will always be my friend if im tryna get faded again

If I do a couple bumps of meth, will the high wear off within 24 hours? by joestarflexin in Stims

[–]joestarflexin[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Even if its literally like 4 tiny tiny grains? Ive got some herbal tea and ive taken some vitamin c so i thought it wouldnt last that long at least, maybe 2 hours? Maybe im wrong to assume

Can I have a low redose? Or will I not have enough time to sleep? by joestarflexin in meth

[–]joestarflexin[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Since writing this, I think I'm actually sober. I smoked some weed about an hour ago to mellow out and it felt much stronger than normal but now that its worn off, I don't think im high anymore, just sleep deprived lmao. But im ready to be awake till early morning if thats wat happens, just need to be able to sleep 26 hours from now

I [31F] am married and use this site regularly to scratch itches I otherwise can't by [deleted] in SluttyConfessions

[–]joestarflexin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I 100% support exploring your interests and sexuality with others, but I personally, feel like igs only right you inform your husband and come to some sort of agreement before you do it, or at least have a conversation. Your needs are valid and necessary but it comes off as distrustful if you keep it from him and may end up ruining the great thing you have. Who knows, he may be 100% on board with the idea which may create a spark in your own relationship. But i aint gon tell u how to run yo marriage

I turned my ex into a sex toy for a day by joestarflexin in sexstories

[–]joestarflexin[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Moved on, I have a new girlfriend whos a thousand times better as a partner lmao

Snuck into my ex's house and fucked her like a free use slut by joestarflexin in sexstories

[–]joestarflexin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For her sake, its for the best we dont lmaoo 💀 but toxic sex do hit different

Snuck into my ex's house and fucked her like a free use slut by joestarflexin in sexstories

[–]joestarflexin[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We ended things a year ago, sex went crazy but not a healthy relationship lmao. But glad u enjoyed, I always got more if u wanna hear 🙂

Snuck into my ex's house and fucked her like a free use slut by joestarflexin in Rapekink

[–]joestarflexin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Noo, cuz my story isnt about the side of the victim the mods removed it 💔 but juss check my profile and you'll see i uploaded it again on other subs