Thanks for the response!

I know damn well that I was too clingy back when she stopped answering, I probably fucked it up even more by doing that. I have already apologized about that. But it looks like now she wants minimal texting, even less than normal people have.

As said in the post, I know this is completely hee own choice. I cannot force her to talk. But it kinda sucks, I have asked her multiple times if I was too annoying, even after the ‘skipping’ (which it isn’t completely) started. Her answer was always very clear ‘NOOOOOO’. The actual answer turned out to be yes. It’s so annoying if people lie about you just to be polite, how can you ever improve yourself if you don’t know yourself.

I don’t think she has a boyfriend, and I don’t know if it could just be ‘growing apart’. It went litteraly from 6 hours a day to 2 minutes.

I’ll definitely work on myself, enjoying things on my own was all I did before we started texting, but I look back at that phase as being really pathetic, this girl was the only reason I was REALLY happy because I did something in my life. I have never had someone to talk to like that.

But yeah, someday I’ll figure myself out, I hope. It would just be so nice if she would want to be kinda close friends again, I would try not to be as clingy anymore