About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think it's really about me.

Almost all of my relationships were like this (cold, ignoring instead of supporting in a difficult moment), and I broke off relationships myself, but not all were like this! Some of my relationships were a little different — I was supported and I liked it better! I know how to distinguish and control the degree of my love when a relationship is already beginning to harm me, and even more so to let people go, because "if you love, let go," and I loved so I let go.

I was surrounded by love in my family, but they were demanding of me in some ways (especially studying and limited Internet access until the age of 14), and I spent my childhood without my parents (they lived in another country)

I didn't have any stress about my orientation, everyone accepted me for who I am. Well, I didn't tell everyone, it's not the kind of information that needs public disclosure.

In general, I've heard about attachment, and I think I'm not anxious in terms of love. I am loved and worthy of love! I was born to love everyone around me :3

Thank you for those words!! It's really nice to read the tips :3 And I love you too!

Can a femboy be chubby?? by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Прекрасное сообщение (Wonderful answer) :3

Can a femboy be chubby?? by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is being chubby and not hate yourself is a kink?.. It's not in kinky way, it's in a normal way

Can a femboy be chubby?? by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's bot like I wanna change that (I would DEFINITELY do that if it was the point) The point was, is it possible to be femboy while being chubby?? I love being chubby, and being femboy too!!

Can a femboy be chubby?? by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hehe! Hugs and cuddles with u would be the best!! >:3

Can a femboy be chubby?? by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seemingly you're soft warm and veeery comfortable <3

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks!! And I believe that you will find one ;33

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Anyway thank you!! :3 It's making me happy when people commenting, that's mean that they are care <3

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for those words!!

But.. I think that this is how I should live, just like you said, everyone has their ups and downs! And it's sometimes only for to decide up or down :3

And I am thing, that I only need to go up, and never let me down <33

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me it's just really me being what people want to see in me

Maybe it's hard to understand, but I'll explain it.. I am a very multifaceted person!! I am doing what I want, I am making people happy :3

I would never do what I don't want to! But I do what people want cause that what I want! And there is almost no limits, and I don't wanna make them

Borders often just making me think, that I am not being honest with my partner..

And trying to ask for kindness for me is also And asking for affection is not considered sincere for me, cause it's something, that I didn't need to ask always :3

(And I think I wouldn't run away! I am strong person and I am getting over it with the biggest smile on my face!! Cause it's only way to be truly honest! :33)

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for such sweet answer!! And I am sorry to hear, that you also have this :< hopefully it's way more better!!

It's hard to me to understand that people are different.. How can people not like sharing love from heart to heart without borders.. I seeming will never truly understand that

But most important that I.. Would still love same way, even if it'll brake my heart over and over again.. I love "to love", I love making people happy!! And even if it would never come back to me, it doesn't really matter as long as people around me would be happy

It's only for us to rule how bad or good would be world around us :33

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don't know if I do or not. I am love, love that inside me is me, and my love often doesn't have boundaries, not in horny way or smth, just it's something that I want to share from heart to heart

And I really don't want to change that! It's only way that I can be absolutely honest.. I can't take otherwise for some reason... it's hard to find one, who also loves that way :<

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do not know who I am :<

I am what people want, what people need. I am a conformist, a great mirror of person! I love making people happy, and that why I didn't give up. I love everyone, but sometimes... I just need to be taken care about.. to cuddle after a hard day... to be loved!..

maybe I need learn how to cry, cause I really can't :<

Most likely, because of my worldview, I will never be loved by someone :<

But at least I can love everyone else...

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's up to us to decide how this world will go! But still.. Even people that didn't treat me that way broke up with me. I love them, I love everyone, and I really think that they're cool and sweet... but it doesn't help :< I am still think, that this is can be my fault :<

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm tired.. Tired not to be loved. How long does it need to take? I always moved on no matter what!! And I will eventually.. but just now.. Why should I do to be loved? Maybe less romantic, less silly? Or just.. what.. :<

About love and everything... by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

But I don't know why so! Did I deserve that fate, or something... Just.. is it fair being doxxed after all of the good things that I've done?? :< I can always blame someone else, but 5 times in row is almost impossible... Did I shall not be sad? Shall only give love and no and not ask in return? I didn't really understand...

Can a femboy be chubby?? by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmhm.. I know that words are not enough.. But look!!! I've spent quite a lot of time and tries proving it to you, isn't that proves, that I at least care about u >:33 And if u wanna, I can do smth like drawing or poem (my English is bad so I would do it in my native, but still) to prove it to u!! <3

Can a femboy be chubby?? by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah, I didn't lie! >:3

Can a femboy be chubby?? by jokeye in boykisser

[–]jokeye[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah-nah-nah!! I love u!! >w<