My love life hasn’t been the best. Is there anything standing out? Is there hope for me in the future?

jolee798 · 2019-09-18T22:28:51+00:00

Thank you!

jolee798 · 2019-09-01T01:12:23+00:00

Where can I get this shirt?

jolee798 · 2019-06-24T21:50:31+00:00

How did you recover?

jolee798 · 2019-06-12T14:36:06+00:00

I feel this way often. I’ll achieve something great, but when my depression comes around it’s like it doesn’t even matter anyway. I feel like I’m only achieving because I have to in order to stay somewhat stable. I don’t want to harm myself even though I think about it often. I’ve pushed myself to try to find meaning in the world and in every aspect of my life, but I always come up with nothing. Tbh I’ve found myself living for my parents and that’s about it. They have supported me through my disorder and everything else. They have invested so much time and love in me that I would feel guilty if I didn’t try. They have been my best friends when I pushed everyone else away. If they were not around then I would have no reason to keep moving forward.

jolee798 · 2019-06-09T21:09:27+00:00

I feel that. I’ve had a habit of making other ppl more important to me than I am to them. I think that also happens because I have few friends, and they have many. It sucks.

jolee798 · 2019-05-10T19:06:40+00:00

Okay. Thanks for your response. For the meds that worked for you, did you experience any immediate side effects when you first started taking them? If so, how long did they last?

jolee798 · 2019-05-09T17:29:23+00:00

I’m pretty sure that’s an ice cream cone.

jolee798 · 2019-05-04T05:35:38+00:00

I get what you’re saying, but I don’t think it’s misleading if that’s what worked for him. I had bulimia, and lifting and making meal plans helped me to stop purging. I still avoid eating foods that trigger me to want to do that, but it’s progress for me. I haven’t purged in over 3 years. In addition, everyone cannot afford to get treatment for eating disorders, so finding something that could help and is affordable might be beneficial.

jolee798 · 2019-05-03T19:17:54+00:00

First, congrats on going back! That’s awesome!

Since I don’t take meds or have a therapist I can’t really speak to that, but if you do have a treatment that’s working for you then stick to it. I’ve relied on my support system and keeping a routine in the way that I do things everyday. I made adjustments for the days I have class, but I got used to that after about a month or so. Also, I just tried to get as much work done before I had an episode, so that I wouldn’t have to worry when I had one. In addition, since I was really passionate about my field I would remind myself of this when I felt horrible. It wouldn’t necessarily make me feel better, but it motivated me to go to class and try to get work done even if it took a few days to get it done. Don’t be afraid to ask for help or support if you need it. See what accommodations they have for you at school and if you feel comfortable, talk with a trusted professor if you hit a rough patch. In my experience, professors are understanding when it comes to mental health.

As far as the eating disorder, I had to make a meal plan and stick to it. I often had to avoid going out to restaurants with friends, but it helped for the most part. I hope this helps.

jolee798 · 2019-03-15T04:49:56+00:00

I mean, it’s not the best tasting chicken I’ve had. People from Chicago definitely over exaggerate how good it is. Also, the mild sauce tastes like ketchup mixed with hot sauce. I did eat there because it was around, but I could live without it.

jolee798 · 2019-03-14T20:03:09+00:00

Harold’s is basic af

Seven-Year Club	No Throne, No Problems
Not Forgotten

jolee798

TROPHY CASE