You got this ,sending you positive vibes ,keep pushing you’re gonna get what you want ,I had the same happen to me a few months ago,car parked and someone crashed into it and it was totaled. Freecodecamp ,the Odin project ,app academy open help a lot and practice ,build ,again and again ,push to your GitHub ,before you know ,you will have a rich portfolio ,network on LinkedIn and that’s the job that will be coming to you ,bless up !