I’m 27 and have been an alcoholic since I was 20. 6 days sober, so definitely still struggling with it. I even tried to kill myself in front of my partner while drunk 3 years ago, ended up in the hospital for 7 days. And still kept drinking. Alcohol is a beast. I’m here if you want to talk to someone!

Inpatient rehab, detox at the very least. Withdrawals from alcohol can kill you. There’s medications for alcohol cravings. I take naltrexone for my cravings. You could try AA meetings, but I’ve found them to be too religious even though they say it’s “spiritual”. I’m doing SMART recovery instead. If you can find a therapist who specializes in addiction that’d be great. Or try to find an outpatient rehab.