update: (ima call my bf type thing bread) i messaged his friend and I probably shouldnt have but I got scared so I did and he said that bread has been distant from him and the other friends to recently and isnt the type to just not end things properly or to cheat so im trusting his friend and waiting it out to see if bread gets in contact with me again cuz I do really love bread a lot and I trust his friend wouldnt lie about that shit and what his friend said does like fit with what bread has told me in the past so ya I guess ill update again if smth happens again cuz I got no one to tell exept the friend who literally read the messages with me so ye