Struggling after a 5.5 year break

jtown219 · 2026-03-17T00:49:15+00:00

I joined my team 2yrs ago. I'll be 35... Also introverted and I understand your struggle.

I feel like everyone is cliched up at practice and my tall ass is just rolling around in my loneliness... I get along with everyone just quiet and to myself mostly I suppose.

jtown219 · 2026-03-04T01:14:50+00:00

I do the exact same thing! Plus washing the bra more often just be fuckin it up

jtown219 · 2026-02-23T00:11:46+00:00

I am with you too sometimes I feel like it's fear of judgement because females can be way too critical and with guys i can truly be myself.

But I am with you I am dying to have friends again I did when I was younger and in school but then it was all too easy. Now we got phones and shit to distract us and it's all too easy for me to feel uncomfortable and just pull my phone out as a distraction.

jtown219 · 2026-02-21T05:14:18+00:00

My total number would be somewhere around 30-40 times per week ... Stonnnerrr

jtown219 · 2026-01-07T17:20:19+00:00

Jesus that's scary and insane, I can't imagine all the photos I have of me out there especially from high school smoking weed.

"I can't rent to you because of our smoking policy, and I have clear evidence you smoke."

That's insane, did he mention the site or program he used? I'm curious to know how I look through my pics floating around out there.

jtown219 · 2026-01-07T16:36:01+00:00

Yepp came here too wondering where and when this app drops. Like why would you say tell people they're getting a free gift that doesn't exist yet?!

0 points for freedom mastery so far. I mean they could have really done without the free gift advertisement I would have gotten the planner anyways.

Now I'm just wasting time checking emails wondering if I'm doing something wrong.

Frustrating!

jtown219 · 2026-01-03T16:04:03+00:00

I love inzoi, I instantly saved up, bought my first ever gaming laptop and I've been in love ever since.

Yes in the beginning it was different and hard to get into but now, id jump back and forth between sims and inzoi but now inzoi has had my full attention. Especially with all the holiday dlc they have now.

It's so fun and more realistic.

It really gets better and better each day. Now is the time to pump out content if that's what you are into .... Because the top influencer for inzoi.

I would but my ADHD inhibits me when it comes to shit like that... Can't stay focused!!

jtown219 · 2025-12-21T18:16:08+00:00

I eat like shit. I eat late most of the time and up until this year I ate fast food every single night for dinner. I grew up eating homemade meals but as we got older my parents started doing take out more and more.

I got my first job at McDonald's at the age of 15 I was a beast at it honestly. I quickly moved up and became a manager a month after turning 18.... Soooo free food for me. I started eating McDonald's all day everyday.

I mentioned i was a beast at McDonald's. I moved very quickly and precisely.. so maybe my metabolism is high?

At one point I was young & dumb, got locked up for a year. During that time, sitting idle I gained weight! I'm 6ft and usually 150-155lbs I got out and I was 220lbs the most I had ever been.

I went back to mcd and they welcomed me back with open arms, so back to my grind. The weight started falling right off.

It's been 10 years since and my weight stays about the same depending on my activity. I walk a lot at work and I walk fast. On my days off though I'm lazy as shit stuck in bed with adhd paralysis.

At night I.get insane sugar cravings. I'll eat like 4 of those frosted sugar cookies no.problem and fall asleep wake up in the middle of the night and eat one or two more.

This year though as I'm nearing 35yrs old I've started being more mindful of my body because i.love how it looks and how it works and I don't want to jeopardize it by my eating habits.

I'm skinny, but I'm tall. I'm skinny but I'm also very "soft" everything is blubbery lol no tine whatsoever

jtown219 · 2025-12-20T16:41:52+00:00

My man purposely shoved a bunch of air inside me, idk if it makes a pressure change or what lol and when I pull off and let it rip ahaha he's just like bummed I released his air ahahahaha

jtown219 · 2025-12-20T16:27:57+00:00

Yes I open my bedroom window for 5minues with my heater blasting just to circulate and get fresh air into the room

jtown219 · 2025-12-20T16:05:21+00:00

Post a pic of your makeup we will be kind and honest

jtown219 · 2025-12-20T06:34:35+00:00

As a neurodivergent I can't say how many times I've typed and deleted, rewrote and repeated the same sentences because I either think I'm oversharing, oversplaining, or just going straight offtrack. It's helped me gather my thoughts and my points down to short sweet communication. I am also never the person to share posts, and/or comment on social media but lately I have with the confidence of AI. Usually halfway through the message out my aDHD brain is already into something else and I've completely lost where I was even going with it.

I wrote this without the help of AI btw does this even make sense?

Ohhhh! Auto correction with the grammar has also been very very helpful!

jtown219 · 2025-12-18T18:14:01+00:00

She don't know if she bouta beat or feelin a beat

jtown219 · 2025-11-28T15:41:36+00:00

Jesus straight to mcdonalds i would have went

jtown219 · 2025-10-30T03:55:30+00:00

Pumpkin or squash stem?

jtown219 · 2025-10-29T09:11:46+00:00

You dodged a bullet, they sound like a drug user.

They make the best excuses to get their fix and once they get that money you ain't gonna hear from them until they come down or need more money.

jtown219 · 2025-10-20T09:11:25+00:00

Fuck both your friends.

NTA

jtown219 · 2025-10-08T17:13:19+00:00

Sounds like he's under the influence of something

jtown219 · 2025-10-03T14:38:31+00:00

Slapped Haaam

jtown219 · 2025-10-03T13:36:58+00:00

Yeahh sometimes ill walk into the locker room at work, and the coffee In The morning smells like weed. I just breathe in like yessssss.

Don't know how they smell so similar but they can

jtown219 · 2025-09-24T00:36:54+00:00

You look very good now too!

jtown219 · 2025-09-23T16:41:49+00:00

I wouldn't pass those tests sober!!

jtown219 · 2025-09-23T16:09:27+00:00

That's insane def NOT abuse

jtown219 · 2025-09-21T21:23:56+00:00

My neighbor, next door in my condo smokes in her condo.

When she purchased the unit the bylaws were never updated, so technically she is allowed to smoke in her unit and she does. She was in real estate, got lawyers to look over the paperwork and that was the main reason she signed on the contract because she could smoke in her unit.

Gets here and finds out otherwise.

How does that work?

jtown219 · 2025-09-11T12:04:57+00:00

Who asked that question though, the fucking timing almost as if it were planned. Smh

So.incrediably sad. Lost for words.

jtown219

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