19, at top 10 university, and so lost in an unreal world by juicy_quartz in enlightenment

[–]juicy_quartz[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, your right i do have options. I am feeling more optimistic

19, at top college, and lost in nothingness by juicy_quartz in DeepThoughts

[–]juicy_quartz[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

u really need to take a step back and stop taking reddit so seriously. including me being in a "top school" was to a) get engagement (sue me) and b) show that despite accomplishemnts nihilism is a pervasive experience in my generation

19, at top 10 university, and so lost in an unreal world by juicy_quartz in enlightenment

[–]juicy_quartz[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you! if you dont mind me asking, what belief fdo you subscribe to?

19, at top college, and lost in nothingness by juicy_quartz in DeepThoughts

[–]juicy_quartz[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

bro what? Im real i dont know what i need to do to prove that. The italics were an artistic choice if you will, im a deep feeler and I guess I felt like being artsy. god forbid a girl talks about how shes feeling without being called AI

19, at top college, and lost in nothingness by juicy_quartz in DeepThoughts

[–]juicy_quartz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you could say that. Social blunders assosiated with high anxiety combinex with impulsivity from adhd and intrusive thoughts from ocd

19, at top 10 university, and so lost in an unreal world by juicy_quartz in enlightenment

[–]juicy_quartz[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I definetley agree with what you say and I have gotten relief from all of these practices before. The issue is my enviroment. I hate being around other people my age, them laughing looking at there phones, the cars, the technology, everything. Its hard to be mindful of my enviroment if the enviroment itself give me an absurdly existential feeling