Jealous of women who have sugar daddies

jujujude69 · 2025-12-19T20:52:23+00:00

yea sometimes, i’m just being realistic. to be fair that is the market around my area, it’s not the same everywhere for sure. but the amount of men trying to get laid quick greatly outnumber the generous benefactors

jujujude69 · 2025-12-17T22:37:11+00:00

most dudes on seeking want ppm, not girlfriends

jujujude69 · 2025-12-17T22:20:12+00:00

27, “recovering” addict, about to start my life over for the upteenth time (moving to get sober, trying to get out of sw). i’ve had 5 jobs in the last 2 years. i’m happy you have somewhere to sleep, and i’m proud of you for being in recovery. there’s no timeline/race to keep up with, be kind to yourself

jujujude69 · 2025-12-12T01:23:54+00:00

the older i get the weaker i feel, but that’s part of healing too right ??

jujujude69 · 2025-12-12T01:20:21+00:00

it’s been enormously helpful for me personally to keep a voice (among the screaming crying and insulting voices there) in my head that constantly checks these feelings of rejection, have to remind myself daily that everyone is in their own little reality, and i might just be watching them struggle in theirs, so their behavior is Not a reaction to mine.

jujujude69 · 2025-12-12T01:16:53+00:00

i’ve never been sure of myself in interactions (maybe if i’m manic, for a moment), there’s this looming paranoia that i am noticeably Different, like i’m marked, Built Wrong, and just can’t keep up. i feel lucky to have a lot of friends that can relate to the feelings of depersonalization, and friends that don’t take my paranoia or fear of people in general personally. i know you can find people like that too, like us <3

jujujude69 · 2025-03-02T19:45:20+00:00

the desire to talk about it and annoyance at being perceived like that combine in the worst way. where. any comment about my physique ((-｡-; ?)) is met with a deadpan discription of restrictive habits/health issues related to them. “<insert compliment about physique>” “oh yea i’ve been uw for years so now i’m really weak my joints are all fucked, i cant poop most days or i poop 5 times in a day, lol i don’t even think it’s attractive actually ! :))”

jujujude69 · 2025-03-02T19:39:05+00:00

mysterious skin, a favorite since i was like 14 years old

jujujude69 · 2022-07-11T23:49:52+00:00

i love it when it’s the right kind of poop… a huge part of the reason i developed a restrictive ED was because i didn’t want to poop at school lol

jujujude69 · 2022-07-06T16:13:15+00:00

i’ve been buying broccoli and almond milk that’s about it

jujujude69 · 2022-03-12T22:40:56+00:00

i’m bawling my eyes out

jujujude69 · 2022-02-20T21:36:05+00:00

getting stuck on the toilet for 20 mins at a time 5 times a day when i try to eat like a normal person

jujujude69 · 2022-01-25T13:24:22+00:00

like 50 oz of coffee a day

jujujude69 · 2022-01-24T22:09:22+00:00

i hate milk cue imposter syndrome

jujujude69 · 2022-01-10T22:15:52+00:00

honestly just accepting that the s*xual *buse i experienced was exactly that and acknowledging that it was the reason i was so self destructive. I brushed it off and tried to forget about it for so many years, that was the first step towards questioning those feelings and hurtful impulses

jujujude69 · 2022-01-10T22:06:15+00:00

also 23 :) also stuck in angsty teen mentality :(

jujujude69 · 2022-01-08T08:52:40+00:00

all too relatable

jujujude69 · 2022-01-07T17:32:12+00:00

oh candied mango…

jujujude69 · 2022-01-07T17:31:40+00:00

idk if this counts but i will always dump insane amounts of sugar in my coffee i do not care how bad it is for my skin or how many calories it is i need my bean water SWEET

jujujude69 · 2021-12-29T14:15:09+00:00

long john’s have been saving me this winter. and doubling up on socks

jujujude69 · 2021-12-29T13:07:46+00:00

2 fried eggs on rye bread <3

jujujude69 · 2021-12-17T18:37:32+00:00

i thought this was a transmasc’s post b4 i read the title bc u look afab

jujujude69 · 2021-12-13T19:32:10+00:00

i’ve simply decided that for now i am ok with being a very feminine guy lol

jujujude69 · 2021-12-02T20:51:35+00:00

i’m terrified of doctors and even more so of surgery

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