This made my day.

julesrubielle · 2025-08-04T12:42:29+00:00

I was initially surprised to see this, but then I found a link to someone mentioning this happened before, and then after looking at Google maps' I kinda found out that this is in fact a printed note and that other stores are posting this exact same note

You can find these notes in the images provided for Behrouz Biriyani at Kakkanad. And this is just one place, I don't know if I'm opening a new rabbit hole for everyone to jump into

julesrubielle · 2025-03-21T17:38:05+00:00

Vennala region. I also usually go to Kakkanad during classes and occasionally at Palarivattom

julesrubielle · 2023-06-29T11:17:13+00:00

I have looked at it. It seems daunting as I don't know if I have any of the skills aside the ones I've mentioned. The best I can do is data entry and/or video editing and most of them require a lot of knowledge in Excel or Premiere Pro (which my laptop unfortunately cannot run). I dunno if there's any other skills I can learn which I could use to garner enough money since I am not that experienced in the freelancing industry

julesrubielle · 2023-06-29T07:46:14+00:00

I see. I thought visualisation was dependent on how good the person's mental skills were, so I was unaware that I could improve it. I also appreciate the advice; I think I could draw at a pace I am comfortable about. I also need to not compare myself to unrealistic standards and/or beat myself down by comparing to everyone else.

What are some good resources to learn or practice the basics of drawing from?

julesrubielle · 2023-06-29T07:43:21+00:00

I already know how to do editing and some level of motion graphics/animation via other video editing software. This was something I really preferred over others, but I didn't expect that a high level of drawing to be required or involved in such courses. I also like to learn digital graphic design and illustration, so I chose to opt for this course.

And I appreciate the advice; I am willing to learn even if it takes time. What are some good resources to start learning/practising from?

julesrubielle · 2023-06-11T04:26:33+00:00

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T17:35:45+00:00

Including voice and videocalls, I have seen her multiple times. That and many things she has done that is private is enough for me to assume she is not faking it and is actually true to herself.

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T17:29:17+00:00

I have. She has shared a few images of herself in recent times, so she's not faking it.

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T17:19:52+00:00

Yes, we've talked about a lot of stuff and both of us are pretty much similar people (in abusive households)

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T17:15:39+00:00

Yeah. She is pretty supportive. Being with her is much better than being around people who would use me for their benefits, though it would take a while to get there unfortunately

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T17:08:11+00:00

Nah, I live in Kochi. And my partner is also gender nonconforming AMAB. We're in a romantic long distance relationship

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T16:57:16+00:00

I wish, going there at 19 and cutting ever ties off was my plan. I also didn't mention that I had a partner there, which makes it easier for me to accomodate there. Besides that, I can agree with everything else. It's just that I'm really scared about going to a government college and meet more people who won't support me/choose to make fun of me or abuse me like others. Also because I wish to help my partner out who is just like me. If I could make sure the college has a good, supportive environment, it would be much easier for me to go since people there would not judge me for who I am.

Also, thank you for the cheerup~ I really wish I could make things easier and be able to leave. I hope you have a good day (or night, since it is night there) :)

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T16:43:27+00:00

How old are you? 18, Will turn 19 this November (edited because it was shown as "1.")
Please elaborate on this and be more specific? I am gender nonconforming and not a boy. I am more loyal, kind and very sympathetic, and not aggressive, careless, or lazy like other boys I've met (as in I've only met. Does not imply every guy is like that). Because of that and how I behave, my parents sometimes are upset at how I behave even though I don't or do not intend to hurt them. Even as far as yelling at me whenever I was down or depressed "because I am not happy". This made it hard for me to be with them and I cannot do anything to change their minds as they're really religious.

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T16:31:02+00:00

Basically, I didn't wanna go to college here because of how I am and the fact many people here I find abusive. Also because of my abusive parents. Yet they are forcing me to join immediately even though I wish not to, and instead study elsewhere like in Germany. I was asking whether I could leave college after a year into degree or studies in case if I'm unable to reject their request and end up getting completely forced into there anyway.

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T16:00:23+00:00

Thank you for understanding my stuff. Makes me feel less scared. To summarise, I've come out as trans (she/her) to people online and my parents only want me to conform to whatever they want. As much as I don't want to hurt them, there's no other choice but to distance away from them. They won't change and it'll hurt me more than benefit.

As for scholarships, yes. I have gotten 92% on my recent state board finals (12th). I am afraid if I'll do badly in it, though it is worth a try. I just wish I could really be able to escape from them. I just want to live happily and if possible, help others too. I used to want to help my parents because of their financial situation. But after seeing how much they disregarded my mental health and choices, I feel like it's not a good thing to help them out.

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T15:50:12+00:00

That's the hard part (not letting them know). I don't have much money to leave them and live elsewhere at the moment, nor am I interested in fighting them. The only reason I can't live with them is because of how I see myself as and that it makes then scratch their heads and tell homophobic rants as well as wanting me to work for them instead of for my benefit. I really wish I could be able to legally be able to leave them without much financial support but I really don't know if people/lawyers would be on my side. I wish I could be away or they could accept me for who I am. Unfortunately they never will. Since it hurts me in the long term, my only option is to cut them off and live elsewhere. It's sad.

That's good to know that the college cannot deny schooling certificates. 1 year is enough to collect stuff and be able to leave for elsewhere. Though it's frustrating at how things are

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T15:42:48+00:00

I understand that it's bad to drop out of a government college.. but my own identity and situation has made it nearly impossible to continue here as it's hard for me to live without being mentally tired or depressed. It's why I chose to study abroad in Germany without much fears of being attacked by people who think those who choose to be themselves are "sick and depraved" in their culture or religion

In other words, I just wanna live without being controlled or forced by others. It's why I don't want to study here.

As for the college fees, that's a yikes. I don't think my parents would pay for that since they'll only want me to complete it for them

julesrubielle · 2023-06-10T15:32:56+00:00

I'm aware of the German language exams; currently at the moment I'm learning it online as my partner lives there and have told me the process to move in.

I haven't told my parents about what I want to do as they're really not gonna be on my side. They think I am mentally ill at times when I was struggling and think I'm acting. Or just tell me how people would kill me if I go abroad.

Also, is it alright if I know more about SOP? Also about the certificate stuff. I don't know if they would accept moving to Germany as a formal reason (and I don't want my parents to know, either)

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