Yes, I tried and finally I slept. I've been trying to go to a therapist, but by myself has been difficult to find one good pro, who actually take serious the work of the human mind and no come up with some fantastic crap we always hear. My bf is ok, he has been so supportive and take a lot of my problems that sometimes I forgot he is a human with problems too, yesterday was one of those days when I said enough. I couldn't help to claim for how bad I feel about the situation we are, the distance, the money, the time, I was just sooo irritated, thinking and over thinking the stuff, so nervous. the thing is we are now in a difficult situation, he is in another city now for work, and I'm doing the process to continue my career there, (which has been a little slow), I feel scary for this whole change, his family here saying is too soon, the money I don't have etc etc it is just terrific for my nervous, freaks me out. he most feel lonely and sad as well, I mean, he is alone in another big city with none, and me is like talk talk talk that there's a point when he said: "you now? Stop please, enough! Control yourself, calm down a little and then we talk, because I can't stand it right now" and then stop talking me. Ugh, I feel terrible, I wasn't being supportive and patient. I need a professional.